Hi @Former-Member
It was so good to hear from you, I have been thinking about you all day! I do know that frustrated feeling - my main source of turmoil stems from my daughter's issues as you know. I think I will have to learn to step back and let her work it out now herself. It's hard to watch someone you love be abused and suffer and cannot do anything about it.
You do what you need to thats best for you my friend. Your well being is the priority to me, I will be okay. And don't be sorry - you will connect and talk when you are ready and feel comfortable to do so. We will always be here for you because we are "real" friends and genuinely care, no judgement, all is good - hence why I am so open and honest with my feelings and say what I believe is the truth to protect because that is who I am in real life.
Thank you for the well wishes for next year - I am certainly hanging onto that hope. Lots of love always 💕