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Just checking in.

Just checking in.

I thought I'd start a discussion where we can check in with members and use this space to keep in contact. It's a space to be able to say how you really feel and it's a space for the good, the bad and the ugly moments in our lives.

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45 minutes on super speed mode and I managed to do a whole lot of housework that I've been needing to do today. It would be so helpful if I could turn super speed mode off at 1am and on at 9am when I needed it 😏 At least it got done.

I think my bad dreams are because of recent past relationship stuff @Teej. Seeing what I saw on social media had a huge effect on me. Then the out of the blue text message from my friend the other day also spun me out a lot more than I wanted it to and pretended it did. Any kind of "I see you" message can really rattle me (why that is is probably not rocket science 😏). Adding both of those on top of the stuff my counsellor and I have been talking about and it I think it makes sense. Annoying though.

Huge hugs for your stress reaction 🙁 That sounds horrible. Stress has such a huge impact on me, as I'm sure it does for many. I wish there was a wand to wave to have the house stuff sorted for you. Being right in the middle of it all right now has got to be hard on and for you.

Better fly and get the crew. It's raining and miserable but I have a gorgeous new umbrella (rainbow hearts 😁) which kind of excites me when I see rain at 3pm. Small things 😉😆

❤🧡💛💚💙💜☔

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Yep it all makes sense @CheerBear . I knew everything adding up often creates a vortex of emotions which look like yours are coming out in dreams. Can you please pass on that super speed mode to me. I was completely flattened after my appointment today. I’m not thinking straight at all. My brain is 🤯. Today we did the medication dance which is always so hard but I have a prn that might be more helpful for now. I had to make lots of promises 😲 which I intend to honour.

I have just woken up from a two hour sleep 😮.

I smiled at your rainbow umbrella story. 🌈 ☔️ . Bet you’d be surprised to know I have a very favourite purple ☂️ .

I will be quiet here tonight as I am feeling pretty low and flat but am ok.

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PS I got my psych report today for court. It’s pretty difficult emotionally to read. It’s hard to connect some of those parts of me again. Everything feels quite surreal.

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Hi @Teej @CheerBear

Hugs for low and flat Teej. I feel that way most days

I love the idea of a CheerBear having a colourful umbrella. A beautiful symbiosis

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Thinking of you both @Teej @CheerBear 💖

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Thanks @Sans911 . I’m sorry you feel this way most days.

How was your day today?

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Thanks @outlander . I hope your day was ok too.

Have taken sleeping meds. Tomorrow is a new day right? 💜🤗

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Goodnight @Teej. I hope you have a good sleep. 💕💕💕💕

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Tomorrow is indeed a new day @Teej 💜 hope you can settle and sleep well xo

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Morning everyone. Hope sleep or rest happened for you all last night.

I went to bed feeling low and flat too which was probably way tired and a post super speed burst crash. I woke a bazillion times overnight with a headache, sore throat and sore ear. It was a nice change from intense nightmares being the cause of wonky sleep (stretching myself there 😉). I had Rocket kitten as my night visitor in bed and every time I woke up I reached for her and feeling her soft, silky, purring, warm little body helped me get back to sleep pretty quickly. I love those furballs so much.

Hugs for you both @Sans911 and @outlander. Sans I came across a really fun umbrella place with all kinds of awesome and unusual ones. I was so close to buying a bright blue one with big yellow rubber ducks all over it 😁 Catching up with how you both are going as I can. It's lovely to see the bond you have with each other 💛

@Teej hugs for you also and thank you for understanding the emotion vortex. I felt an inside kick when I read that you got that report yesterday. I don't cope at all with psych reports and imagine what kinds of stuff you might have had going through your mind. I also get the surreal feelings with big things that are hard to see. I used that word when I described to my psych what it felt like to be confronted with pics of happy ex. Psych said it would have been dissociation. Wonder if maybe there was a bit of that for you when you were reading it. Either way it can be really unsettling to have to have that stuff said. I hope your night was OK enough after it all.

I'm feel pretty blegh this morning and am hoping this cold doesn't get worse as I have my worky thing tomorrow. Going to try and take it easy today I think.

❤ to all
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