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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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@Shaz51 Hello darling, so good to hear from you doing well. I am okay, much better than

last Thursday. But until next anxiety attack don’t know when and where. I have a feeling it’s a lot to do with my medication. Fingers crossed new meds help. May be post your recipe of your tuna bake, love to read it.

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@Shaz51, yes, just about to sign off here. Take care.

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got my fingers crossed for you my darling @Meowmy

and I will write the recipe on @BlueBay food thread and tag you xxx

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you too @Gazza75

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@Shaz51 Thank you darling,

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Good Morning @BlueBay ,

Hope you are doing better today after the last few days of turmoil.

I know things are tough at the moment, but, try and stay as positive as you can.

You are a very caring and brave, Your family would be lost without you. It seems like you are the glue keeping everyting together and you should be proud of that.

Life without money is very diffucult, but, you will find a way.

Sometimes I think anger can be helpful, maggie posted an article on that you might find interesting.

I think the main thing is not to let it cloud your judgement or thinking too much. I probably let mine get out of control when I had my episode. Combined with no sleep it drove me over the edge.

As I've said before you are very hard on yourself. Maybe you can write down some positive things (affirmations) in a book or on some cards, when hubby does his negative comments you can pull those out and think about them instead.

“Be gentle with yourself you’re doing the best you can.”

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Hi @Gazza75

Thankyou fir your reply. Appreciate it ❤️

im at wirk. Didn’t sleep well last night. Kept thinking about money.

I’m seeing my doctor tomorrow morning. I need a good long chat with him. Yes you’re so right I am the glue that holds everything together. I didn’t realise until you mention it.

I hope you’re ok tiday. Are you working?

hi @Meowmy @Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope @Owlunar @Zoe7 @Former-Member

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Your welcome @BlueBay .

I'm at work for a few more hours here. I'm doing pretty well, going to sneak out for another walk soon. The sun keeps coming and going today. Try and keep on top of the sleep, I was a bit restless myself last night. Think i broke my usual routine over the weekend and cat naps don't help Me. To much sport on for Me to watch.

Your welcome for the reply. I find it hard to write much on the phone the last few days, but, I've been trying to keep up with you here as best I can. Maybe make a list of the key points you want to discuss with the doctor to make sure you cover everythng of with them. I tend to get a bit off track when talking with my psychologist as she is so easy to talk to.

Hope the rest of your work day goes smoothly

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Hi @Gazza75

I’ve got a shocking headache. I remembered before that I had a weird quick zap pain in my head this arvo at wirk. It was sore that I stopped wirk for a few seconds.

Think sn early night tonight.

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@BlueBay sorry about the headache. Going to be having an early one this side as well. Got to travel further to work tomorrow, going to be a long day.

Rest well xoxoxo

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