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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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We're so sorry that you're stressed out right now, it seems to go around in circles @BlueBay. Are you able to reach out to a phone service in the meantime?

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No can’t call anyone right now @Ali11

don’t worry about me anymore

I’ll stsy on my own

I shouldn’t be here anymore continually telling everyone the same crap life I’m in. Who wants to hear that all the time.

I can’t get through this. It’s not good life.

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We always want to hear how you are doing @BlueBay.

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No not anymore @Ali11

it’s been same shit story fir years

sure you and others are sick of me and my life

it fiesbt matter snymore

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scales are no good my sister @BlueBay

my dieticians say don`t weigh yourself all the time as it is no good

how did dinner go ? we had potato bake tonight , but wish i was at your place xxxx

tender hugs @Meowmy

Hello @Ali11 , @Owlunar , @Gazza75

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@BlueBay Sorry to hear your ordeal. May be try to write down your finances, so you feel kindly in control. It is very hard to manage MI, money, work, relationship all at once.Guess we can only do bit by bit. Hope you settle down for the night. Tomorrow we try again.

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@Shaz51 @Ali11 Hey lovely people. Unfortunately I am too good. Had it really bad this afternoon. Think increased working hours by ten a week and my male friend stopped being supportive didn’t help. Hope taking a few days off work may help. And with time, may get used to male friend stuff. Thanks for care and support. Take care.

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@Shaz51 @Ali11 @Owlunar @Gazza75 @Former-Member

I’m alone and no one to talk to face to face.

Because of no money I’ve got no choice but cancel my appt with my old psychologist

I’m so alone

I don’t care snymore

Im hopeless

My negative eating has increased

Everything is going from bad to worse

ive had it totally had it 😢

i don’t know who to tag anymore. So if you don’t want me to tag you let me know.

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@BlueBay Hey blue bay, hope you cheer up. I am a bit better today. Yesterday was the worst. But I am here,still alive. You can too. Hope you are warm and cozy. Get through tonight. Tomorrow will be a new day again.

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Oh my dear @BlueBay ... please continue to tag me. I am sorry I havent been responding much lately, but I am certainly reading along and trying to support you when I can. I know you're going through a really difficult time right now, and your financial woes is no doubt contributing heavily to that. Do you think it could be worth trying to get in to see a financial advisor?

Its so wrong that, due to financial hardship, you are unable to receive the professional support you need. There must be a way ... surely!

You are not alone though, you have the Sane community, and you are one of many here who are much loved and respected. Not only for your plight with regards to your MH, but also for how you support others so well here. So please do not consider yourself to be alone. I know its not the same as face to face. But in reality, perhaps here is better than face to face. In some ways I believe it is. Please hang in there BlueBay, because solutions can and will be found.

I reiterate that I definitely want you to continue to tag me and I will try to be here more for you.

Sherry 💕

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