not feeling good

I'm sorry its so hard for you @BlueBay . So good to know that your psych has your back.

Sherry

Hi @BlueBay thinking of you. Can you get some time out over the weekend? Maybe even half a day away? It sounds very hard right now

Hi @Razzle

I am glad you are getting legal advice about your grand-daughter's family so you can have an idea about what's going on

The question has to be - "What's the %$*#!&& going on there - people with nothing to hide hide nothing"

That is strange behaviour - I wish you the best with that - I would be very concerned if that was happening in my life

Dec

@Owlunar We see a solicitor on Tuesday, at least we will know where we stand. It’s just so much unessissary stress that I could do without

Of course you could do without that @Razzle and it is so unnecessary too -

This should be a wonderful time for the whole family - little babies are such a beautiful gift and I remember enjoying my grand-daughter when she was born - it was a wonderful time

And for whatever reason the other family is denying your this - I wonder how they feel - it can't be any fun being so nasty - maybe they get off on it

But yes - you do need to know where you stand - and a good point to carry around with you and tell everyone - you have the best interests of the child in mind and you are worried about her when the family is keeping secrets and giving confusing information

You must be concerned for the child - I would be

All the best with the solicitor - Tuesday seems like a long time to wait - oh yes - long weekend - it may be a long weekend for you

I will have you in my thoughts

Dec

@BlueBay hope you feel better soon. Work can be good therapy. I usually find that. May be find some time away over long weekend. Take care.

@BlueBay hope you will find some nice quiet time over the long weekend. It is also hard to have much free time, then unwelcome thoughts can come in. I am not sure if I can last or cope with long weekend. But will keep in with forum. Be better time with D and A, so some nice company will help. Take good care. Hope all get better from here.

@BlueBaymy sister

you need a good night sleep , did the doctor say anything about helping you sleep

@Owlunar how are you going? Hope you are going well. Haven't talked directly for a while. I am on, just trying to work. My brother is back living with us. Hard with that. He for whatever reason just hates me. I think I am still fragile. Take care.

Hi @Meowmy @Shaz51 @Owlunar @Razzle @frog @Former-Member @oceangirl @Ali11 and others following

I’m home just finished dinner. Feel stuffy in the head with my cold. I really hope I can sleep tonight. I need a good night sleep.

@Owlunar I’m not sure about hospital stay. I have no sick leave and keeping as much annual leave as possible saved for October.

I know I would love time away some space but I guess I’ll have to find it another way. But I will speak to my doctor next week when I see him.

this weekend I’m not seeing my parents or MIL so it will be quiet.

Im going to take it easy. The good thing is I’m not back at work until Thursday.

I also called the psychologist I see at the hospital to see if I could see her next week. She called me and said yes so I’m seeing next Tuesday. I told her I’m not coping. Maybe she needs to know thst I’m not coping.