not feeling good

@BlueBay

Just rest my friend @BlueBay.

Here for you tomorrow

Love and Hugs

Zoe

Hi @BlueBay

I saw my psychologist today and it was a pretty tense and interesting session - we talked about my mother for most of the time-

It really hurts to talk about it - ah the frustration that it is entirely up to us to do all the hard work to get over it all - it was tough

But yes - I can understand what you are talking about - whether your news is good or bad your can't share it with your mother - and neither can I

I was thinking about you the whole time

I think both of our mothers missed out on a lot of good things because we were better than them - and our spirits stronger and they could hurt us but never destroy us - I am sure you are not destroy because I am reading what you write

I am glad we talked about my mother - not yours of course - I can only handle one mother at a time - hard work all the time - we have to overcome all of it and all the time we deserved better than we got

So I asked my therapist straight out - what about how much it hurts? Well - I have to accept it I suppose - I I don't know that I want to think about the negative side of my mother for the rest of my life

We can talk about this more if you want to - it was hard work but it made sense and I am glad I went through that hour of hard work

I hope you can reach a better stage with all of what you are going through - I really understand what you are going through

Hugs - Dec

sorry @BlueBay, hang in there, a good sleep will help, tomorrow's another day, Hugzz xox