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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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But don't fight it - that just makes everything harder --- very true @Owlunar , @BlueBay

mr shaz fights it a lot , it does not help

I think this is why mr shaz just goes to bed @Owlunar

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That might be true @Shaz51 -

I'm here alone - if I have left chores undone they never get up and run away - they all wait for me to get up

It's comforting to snuggle up in bed

Dec

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If I was to go to bed now I would feel guilty @Owlunar @Shaz51

there’s noise around

i think I’ll go fir a walk with hubby and my D snd A. Tske her to the park.

Hoping something will cheer me up soon.

💕💕

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that sounds like a lovely idea @BlueBay

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Hi @BlueBay

Going for a walk is a good idea - esp with your family -

But why would you feel guilty if you went to bed? - imo there is nothing wrong with that - I didn't say go go bed for the rest of the day - an hour would be fine

Dec

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The park walk sounds lovely @BlueBay Seconding @Owlunar and @Shaz51 (Thirding?) don't feel guilty about taking a short half hour or one hour nap, many of us need that alone time and a brief refresh in the afternoons.

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morning @BlueBay thanks for posting on the forum to let us know how you're going

I hope you got some sleep last night? How are you feeling today?

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Thanks for checking @BryanaCamp I slept ok last night. But I’m still very depressed

can’t be bothered

and still angry at everyone but cant wirk out why

hi @Ali11 @Owlunar @Shaz51 @oceangirl @Razzle @Former-Member

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Hi @BlueBay ... really happy to hear you are okay, and slept reasonably well last night.

I get the depressed, cannot be bothered, and feelings of anger. I feel it myself at times too. Often there is no definable cause for it, at least in my personal experience.

Just have to ride it out as best we can and do all the things, that we know from experience, will help us through.

I'm really happy for you that you have such a lovely relationship with your children and your little A. Such a blessing.

Riding the wave with you. Sending love and care.

Sherry 🌺

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glad you slept well @BlueBay

I'm super angry at my brother today, glad I'm not the only one to feel anger.

Hope you can treat yourself nutritious food today & perhaps have a little walk?

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