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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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@Shaz51 thanks for post. Funny day St work. Drags. Funny not feeling the best after Psy session. May be a lot deep stuff touched on. Funny feeling, not quite familiar feelings. A bit frightening , a clearer view of myself, my life and future. No longer shielded by my mother.

Thanks for care and support.

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sorry your mum is not feeling the best @Meowmy , what`s up

and are you ok my friend xxx

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@Shaz51 @BlueBay @saturnzoon @Owlunar @eudemonism @Former-Member @Zoe7 @Bunniekins Hi everyone. After posting and reading posts, by late afternoon, I feel a lot better. Picked up mood and out look. Feel positive now home. Mum is a bit grumpy. But she is ok and well looked after.

Wish you all a good evening.

I am going to play some music.

Take care.

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@Meowmy Enjoy your music Meowmy 🙂

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@Meowmy yea I've found that everyone/everything my symptoms are based around is justified and rational. However i usually seem to cop the raw end of this spiritual deal and cannot defend myself against the attacks.

Life with sz and meds is definitely not easy... I've searched long and hard for answers/solutions... but only ever find a continually thickening plot which has no escape... I've tried my best to rectify all the problems I've been judged as having ~ but have come to a point where i cannot rectify myself anymore ~ and I've realized I've never been the one with the problems... but yea... the world will never see it like that...

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@saturnzoon good health is but a fairytale for myself these days

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Hi @Shaz51

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@eudemonism I think mental illness would be a predisposing genetic trait plus chronic long standing stress. It is not any character faults. The thing we can do is to recognize any stressors and deal with them, look after ourselves. Still we can achieve a lot in life.

I just got home from spending the morning with friend and her child. Friend has sad stories, Makes me feel sad and reflect on my own circumstances.

Life not easy. But we are already lucky , to be in Australia, somewhere to love, foods and clothing.

Most people in the world don’t even have the basics.

Wish a good afternoon.

Take care.

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Hi @Bunniekins @Shaz51 @saturnzoon @Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @Razzle @SleepyPanda @Owlunar @MDT @Ant7 @utopia @CheerBear @outlander and anyone else reading this -

wishing you all a Happy Easter 🐣

whatever you do today I hope it’s a nice peaceful day.

I’m sad and disappointed tiday. I have bought so much extra food because my parents were coming for lunch. But - I hit a phone call this mirning from my mum to say that my dad didn’t sleep well and it was anxiety. So they’re not coming.

After everything I bought and cooked I’m angry.

Yet again another Easter without my dad. More than 10 years.

I’m going to enjoy it with my own beautiful children and my gorgeous little A granddaughter. We’re going to do a egg hunt later on. It will be fun as she is a little bit older now.

Oh well it’s their loss.

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It is their loss @BlueBay but you can enjoy the day with your family that are there. Take the postiive out of the day - A will love the Easter egg hunt and you will love seeing her do it.

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