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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Ha ha .. You would think in that time I'd have worked out how to post properly .. not double up or post as a 'spoiler alert'! Not done that before. 👎 Posting on a small mobile phone at present, my only very poor excuse for stuffing up. 😕 @Ali11

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MeowmySenior Contributor

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@BlueBay @Former-Member @Ali11 @Shaz51 @Zoe7 @Owlunar @eudemonism @MDT it has been a quiet day. I spent time reading the forum. That is great. Just think one of my major trauma in life is that my father had a bit of inheritance that he didn’t need to work. To him, I was just a toy that he can play whatever with. But I have no inheritance and live in the real world. The stresses in the reality world plus the way I was treated by my father as a play doll until my mid twenties were so traumatic ,still deep in me.

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MeowmySenior Contributor

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@Former-Member @BlueBay @Ali11 @Shaz51 @Zoe7 @Owlunar @eudemonism @MDT good morning everyone.Hope you are all feeling well. Feeling a bit low. Hard for me to get even mood. Still thinking a lot about the trauma by my father. Hope to get through the day. Thanks for care and support. Have a good day.

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Hi @Meowmy ... I hope you have a good day too 💕🌺😊 and that your current low mood lifts throughout the day.

Good morning @BlueBay ... 👋🌺

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MDTSenior Contributor

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Thinking of you @Meowmy
Sounds like there is a lot on your plate and on your mind. Have you got a psych? Maybe unloading this stuff with them could help? But idk because I don't want to tell you what the problem is, I think that's a bad idea because I'm now not you.

Sometimes it helps to express this stuff out though.

How are you now?

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MeowmySenior Contributor

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@MDT @Former-Member @Shaz51 @Zoe07 @Zoe7 thanks so much guys. Your care and support make me feel better already .

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MeowmySenior Contributor

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@MDT @BlueBay @Former-Member @Ali11 @Shaz51 @Owlunar @eudemonism Hi everyone, good afternoon. Survived work morning shift . Thanks to your support.

Now home again. It’s a beautiful day here. Don’t think I can ever get my traumas from my father out of my head.

Plan to rest a bit, then hit the exercises.

Hope to feel better as the afternoon roll out.

Wish you all a good afternoon in lovely Autumn weather.

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Well done for getting through work this morning @Meowmy

Unfortunately, trauma does that to us. So hard to get it out of our head sometimes. Just makes you appreciate the better days that much more I guess.

Beautiful autumn day here today too. I hope to get into some exercise this afternoon as well. I get to a pilates class on Monday afternoons when I can. A friend of hubby's is coming over to spend time with him while I'm away. He's been very unwell, so I dont like leaving him alone for long.

Sherry 💜

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MDTSenior Contributor

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Props to you @Meowmy
Well done on doing your shift.
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