not feeling good

Right now I’m pissed off with the nurses. My psych doesn’t mind if I don’t do all the group sessions. But this morning I asked a nurse if I could go to courtyard and she said to me “aren’t you supposed to be I group?”

i told her I’ve done done but was not doing art as it’s triggering. But I’m doing mindfulness session after lunch.

When I see my psych today I will mention it to you.

And also there are others that don’t do any groups at all.

I’m outside now getting some fresh air. It’s so stuffy in my room.

@Razzle @Former-Member @Owlunar @Faith-and-Hope @Shaz51 abd others

I’m upset and don’t know why. Tears streaming down my face.

Come down with sore throat and back. The bsvk could be referred psin from my stomach. Not sure. Hoping the cute gastroenterologist comes in soon.

Feeling really down.

I also feel like I’m floating. Walking around like a zombie.

Will tell my psych

Hi @BlueBay . sorry you’re not feeling great, hopefully the hunky doctor can make you feel a little better.

I just got home from my session. I was assertive and brought up the topic of what had been said at the last couples session. We talked about it for a while, he explained why he had said it, it wasn’t a dig at me, it was actually directed at my husband - anyway, it’s all sorted and I feel better about it now.

On the way home I was almost involved in a head on collision. The other car was towing a trailer and lost control - I have no idea how we missed, god it was so close. He ended up running off the road, but not before almost taking me and the car behind me with him. I think my heart was pounding and I was shaky for the next half hour. I hate traveling on the highway, lots of cars and trucks, I’m so glad to be home now.

I still feel jittery just thinking about it now.

Omg @Razzle that must have been very very scary. I’m so glad you’re ok. Tske it easy tonight. The whole drama will no doubt stress you and leave you a bit on edge.

i am so pleased you got to speak to your counsellor. It’s good to get it out snd good thst he listened and explained.

I saw my psych before. Told him I’m teary and have been getting bored with myself even though I hsve things to do. I seem to be jumping from reading to crochet then go fir a walk. It’s dufferent to how I’ve ever been. He took note and is putting me back on another med.

my blood pressure is going high so we need to watch it.

Lol my hunky Doctor hasn’t come as yet. Not expecting him tonight now. I’m sure it’s tio late but maybe not. These doctors work long hours in hospital

Take care @Razzle ❤️❤️

@BlueBay Yeah I think the Adrenalin has subsided, I’m wiped out now, feeling very flat.

Glad you saw your psych, but I’m hanging out for the next installment of Hunky Doctor 😍😍🤣

I have always wanted to learn to crochet. I bought a book at a Market last month to try and teach myself. I think I have mastered some of the basic stitches, but I still have no clue on how to read a pattern yet. I understand what it’s like to jump between activities, when I’m restless I can’t concentrate long enough to stay on one thing and I flip back and forward between projects. It can be quite frustrating.

I’m just watching the news on tv, haven’t seen or heard any all day, there’s a story on about George Pell heading to jail. What a relief to his victims, I hope he suffers for the rest of his life - and then burns in hell. I wish I was strong enough to get some justice for myself.

Don’t worry @Razzle i will keep you up to date!!! 😂

yes I’ve been watching the news about George Pell. It’s about time he got what he deserves and I hope he rots in hell.

I can only imagine how the victims are feeling.

Reg how to crochet - I just went on YouTube and watched a very basic tutorial and started from that.

Hsve a look. You may find it’s not too hard.

take care @Razzle , hope you are ok my friend xx are you home now

Hugs @BlueBay , @Former-Member , @soft_edges , @frog

Thanks @BlueBay i’ll do that. I am a very good knitter and can follow both patterns and charts and can do any stitch - I do knit right handed although I am left handed. My mum taught me when I was very young, I have always found it relaxing. I also do patchwork quilting, I love doing appliqué and embroidery by hand BUT I would love to master crochet. I am home tomorrow so I will definately go online and check it out. ❤️❤️

@Shaz51 Yes I’m home now. I did stop at the next town for about 1/2hr to calm down. I’ve had a few close calls over the years, but shit, that was the closest I’ve ever come. The wheel had come off the trailer on the drivers side, that was the side the load was tipping over toward me on, I have no idea what

made it fall back. The wheel was rolling and bouncing all over the place, I have no idea how that missed both me and the car behind me. Scary shit !!

Hi @Razzle @Shaz51 @Former-Member @soft_edges @Faith-and-Hope @Shaz51

i csnt sleep

pain in my stomach is bad as well as my back

im crying because they csnt give me anything stronger

ive taken paracetamol snd mylanta- but nothing’s worked

propped up with pillow

can’t get comfortable

now I have to wait until tomorrow morning