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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Hi @s-jay@Shaz51

I have calmed down. How? I went to Bunnings!! Lol

I bought some herbs snd a plant for my pots. Home now snd judt hsbing a ciffee.

It doesn’t mean I’m better but I’m coping as best I can.

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bought some herbs snd a plant for my pots -- what kind did you get @BlueBay

I will have a coffee with you xx

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@Shaz51

I bought some basil snd lettuce and a plant for an empty pot.

Ive now got tomatoes, silverbeet, rocket, lettuce, oregano rosemary snd huge parsley. Also strawberries in smother pot. I love seeing the plants grow.

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that is totally wonderful my sister @BlueBay

my succulents are growing crazy but you can not eat succulents

I planted miniature Lemonade tree but have only one fruit on it

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Hugs ❤ @BlueBay

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I am a cyber-gardener now @BlueBay ..... 😏

I can grow a beautiful garden like this ....

... at the click (okay, a few clicks) of a button .....

Doesn't smell like yours will though .... lol

Hi @Zoe7 .... 🖐💕

Look what I found ..... Grecian urn and everything ....

Good to see you @utopia @Former-Member @Shaz51 @s-jay ....

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How was your day @Faith-and-Hope ?

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I had a good day, thanks @Former-Member. We have started a major art project at uni that will take us to the end of the semester now. It's based on the art journalling style. I have another video to post on the art thread. I will tag you there, and you too @BlueBay. They can be relaxing just to watch.

I might have a go at this one, but I don't have the stamps she is using, so I will just draw the stack of books and coffee cup, and I am using acrylic paints rather than the inks she has .... but it doesn't matter. It doesn't have to be the same .... just something like it, and as she says in the video, you can make art journal pages about the things that interest you. Whatever you don't know how to draw, find an online image for, and just copy it in your own style. You can do that for your own private art journal at home.

Through Ones Eyes

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Hi @Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@utopia@Shaz51@Zoe7

i had an appt at my doctors this to check my blood pressure. It was 169/110!!! He said its all because of stress. I told him I can’t find a way to reduce it. He said all my physical issues are all stress related.

I’m crying because I feel lost in my life. He asked how this weeks been with hubby home. I told him I feel like I’m suffocating.

My life will never get better. I wish I was in hospital fir a break. I csnt do any of this anymore. I want to leave everyone in my life. I can’t do it.

I told my doctor I wish I was in hospital and he said yo think positive. How can I think positive when I’m so stressed. I told him there’s stressors every day. I get the phone calls from companies saying to psy overdue bills. He doesn’t get the calls.

I think I will leave everyone. The time has come where I need to go.

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@Sophia1 forgot to tag you for above

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