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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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That certainly would be setting your asthma off @BlueBay - look after yourself Hon

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No tomorrow morning first thing I’m getting my hair coloured. It’s so grey. I’m trying to drag out my appts because it adds up and csnt afford it.

Im sure I’ll get another visit from Ayla.

Did you hear from HR @Zoe7

Do you hsve any plans for the weekend.

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A hair colour should make you feel a little better @BlueBay and another visit from Ayla will make your day.

Still nothing from HR - giving them Monday morning to get back to me then ringing the union - this is getting dragged out far too long BB. I don't even care about getting back to work right now but more about getting paid as I presently have no income coming in at all. I have put aside my mortgage payments for the next 2 months but after that there is absolutely nothing left - which as youo know is very stressful.

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Good to hear you are home safe @BlueBay my sister

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Gosh @Zoe7 it must be so stressful snd very frustrating. You don’t need this stress and pressure.

I do understand no money. I really hope you hear from them. Will the union step in to help you?

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Once they know I am not getting paid they should be able to help @BlueBay It is definitely making me feel very deflated as I know how busy the end of year can get and don't expect any support from work when I do return - so it will all be down to me to get through it all. I really did not want the union involved but it is getting ridiculous now.

ANyway - enough about that - what are you going to do with the week off work yourself?

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I don’t mind you ranting @Zoe7

im a good listener ❤️

1. Monday I see my doctor.

2. Tuesday is melb cup not doing anything

3. Wednesday I see my psychologist then go eith ny daughter to mind Ayla while she has the echocardiogram

4. Thursdsy prob catch up with a friend then getting hair cut (tomorrow is just colour)

5. Friday do some gardening (hopefully hubby will do some during the week)

its a pretty busy week when I look at it

have you got a busy week @Zoe7

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Hi @Shaz51 hiw are you. How’s your mum snd mr Shaz?

Been thinking about you. ❤️

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You do have a pretty busy week @BlueBay I have to go to the chemist on Monday and have DBT and GP on Wednesday. Tuesday and Thursday I'll go to the pool. So my week is not very busy but I have something to do each day except Friday. That will most likely be the same for me - some gardening if it is nice weather. There is still a patch that needs weeding and a large section of my backyard that needs spraying as well to get rid of the weeds and encourage the grass to grow. That needs to be done on a still day and when no rain is due for at least 24 hours - so fingers crossed that happens next Friday.

I am planning on doing some more painting over the weekend - my sister's painting is really starting to get to where I want it to go.

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hello my sister @BlueBay

mum is back home with her leg and arm bandaged up

mr shaz has been sluggish all day

and me , I am hoping to have a sleep in tomorrow xxxxxx

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