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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Of course you are worried @BlueBay You are her mum and it is natural to be worrying about the results. ...but there is nothing you can do until she gets the results and then you can both deal with it together.

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My daughter phoned just before and her doctor rang her back saying she doesn’t have a clot. But she has to wait fir the other ultrasound snd blood test results next week. For now she’s nit allowed to tske the pill.

@Zoe7 I’m relieved it’s nit a clot. We will wait now for next week.

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Oh that is such a relief @BlueBay You must be so pleased. Now you can enjoy your last night of your holiday with some peace of mind

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Hi @Zoe7

on our way home. Another 3 hrs and will be home. I’m anxious going home because things haven’t changed. Going back to all my stressors.

Lstely the past few weeks I’ve been having shaking episodes where I feel I’m shaking internally. It’s a weird feeling. Seeing my gp on Monday.

I know the break was good. I did relax.

Ive got another at home before going back to work.

Cant wait to see Ayla this afternoon. They’ll call in when we get home.

Do you have plans today? I know you’re waiting for HR to call. Hope you hear soon. Xxx

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Those stressors will always be there BB but if you can take some of the relaxation you had from your holiday back home with you then you can deal with them a little better.

It will be great to see Ayla @BlueBay and catch up with your daughter

It is raining here so an inside day for me. I might do some painting and sort out some stuff. There is plenty of housework I can do but the reality is I probably won't lol

Had breakfast and watching tv for now then I will decide what to do next when I am feeling more energetic.

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Yeah it’s rsining here too on our way @Zoe7 have a nice morning chat later xxx

You can see the storm coming

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It is looking pretty grey @BlueBay Hope you have a safe drive home. Chat to you later Hon

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Hi @Zoe7@outlander@Faith-and-Hope

@Shaz51

Home and back to routine. Didn’t take long!!!

Clothes to wash. Cleaned kitchen sink Swept the floors. Boys were good but not to my cleaning ways!!

saw Ayla it was so good to see her. She is trying to say words but she understands so much. She helps my daughter bring rubbish to the bin. And she knows to go outside she walks to the door snd waits gir my daughter to open it. She’s pretty smart for her age 13 months old.

Hope you all had an ok day

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Good to hear you are home safe @BlueBay and you have already been into the housework lol I would probably have done the same though

Glad you saw Ayla - she is such a little treasure and certainly brightens up your day

Do you have anything planned for the weekend now or just settling back into home after your break?

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Need to get my asthma meds tonight. Getting very wheezy. It’s the change of weather and wind.

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