not feeling good

@Zoe7 I'm seeing my psych next Tuesday. Will see if he is going to change my meds and if he still wants me in hospital. although my doctor doesn't want me to go in. but youi know part of me now really wants to go in and have a 'break' even though i know it will affect us financially. i'm having two weeks leave 29/10 so will see what he says.

off to the bank in a few minutes to see if they can consolidate our credit card to our home loan. and then reduce our credit card to $1,000 and no more increases. trying to print our payslips for the bank.

i better go but i will be back later on.

so many things i have to do - but no one else will do them - so it's me or no one.

i am sick and tired of suffering financially, physically and mentally. it is really draining. having no money is the worst thing ever a person could go gthrough.

chat soon. xxx

I totally understand those financial pressures @BlueBay - went through that earlier in the year for several months and it affects every part of you. Let us know how it goes at the bank Hon - will keep an eye out for you - need to go out later to do sime shopping but should be around a bit over the next couple of hours.

@GoatV2-0 my day started much the same as yours did - feeling really flat - but it has improved. I have been to the pool and I always feel better afterwards.

I take my dog to the beach and he loves it @GoatV2-0 He is white and fluffy so when he decides to run in the water and then roll in the sand he looks like a little sand monster lol

He does love it @GoatV2-0. He jumps out of the car when we get there and runs straight onto the sand. He always looks like he is smiling when we are there

Do you have any fur babies?

My dog and cat are very spoilt - they come first - even before myself @GoatV2-0. My dog (Toby) is my little shadow - he follows me everywhere. I often have to step over him he gets that close lol I wouldn't have him any other way though - he is a pretty special little dog. Cat puts up with Toby but is not scared to put him in his place either if he gets in the way!