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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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BlueBaySenior Contributor03 Feb 2017, 7:20 pm AEDT

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@Appleblossom I'll keep a look out for you ❤️️Xxoo

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Zoe7Senior Contributor03 Feb 2017, 7:27 pm AEDT

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@BlueBay That's not surprising my friend - it's a big deal! You will have so many emotions over tonight and then tomorrow. Keep remembering how amazing I think you are and how well you have done over the last few weeks. Look on your emotions as a sign that something in your life is going your way and that is why you are feeling like you are - stay positive. I truly admire your strength and your ability to continue to pull yourself up and keep going. There have been times that I have wanted to be there to support you but just haven't had the energy myself - but I have always been thinking of you, followed you and continued to be amazed at what you have achieved. I may not be able to be there for you tomorrow but I will be thinking of you. All the best my friend - sending lots of hugs to you xxx

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utopiaSenior Contributor03 Feb 2017, 7:49 pm AEDT

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I'll still be up the tree! @BlueBay. Now the party starts at 11am. But what time is the Auction. Just so this Cockie doesn't fall out of the tree in the middle of the auction - drunk on Baileys. Lol. No promises that I will behave tomorrow.
How is your pain levels with regards to the bacterial lump? I hope the pain has stopped. Yes - strong antibiotics can cause havoc on the intestines. It's sorting out - which is worse - the bacterial bug or the side effects of the meds.
I'm making chocolate rum balls -without rum - for tomorrow's party.
What's everyone else bringing?
@Faith-and-Hope - how are you and your family feeling now? Have you all got over your coughs and colds?
@Shaz51 - have you and hubby finally got over your flu? I hope your energy levels are starting to rise.
@Former-Member and @Former-Member. Hope you are both well & that I'll see you tomorrow - eithee under the stairs or in the tree - at @bluebays party.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor03 Feb 2017, 8:09 pm AEDT

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Hello @utopia my awesome friend

Still got a annoying cough , but a lot better than last week

chocolate rum balls -- yum xx

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utopiaSenior Contributor03 Feb 2017, 8:11 pm AEDT

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Whisky and lemon @Shaz51.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor03 Feb 2017, 8:13 pm AEDT

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ok sounds good @utopia xxx

might help me sleep tooo

how are you my friend

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utopiaSenior Contributor03 Feb 2017, 8:31 pm AEDT

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@Shaz51. The whisky and lemon is not part of my chocolate ball recipe. But it can help get rid of the bugs. Moderation dear friend. Lol<br>I'm coping okay. Have been at work for past three days. Evenings I just have to keep busy or distracted. But the depression is stating in the background for now. So that's good. I'm planning a quiet weekend. My son goes to his dads tomorrow. I might do a little mowing and shopping tomorrow morning and then it's @bluebays party. Other than that - I'll be sitting in the pool with my dog - trying to stay cool.<br>Besides the flu - how are you going?

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Shaz51Senior Contributor03 Feb 2017, 8:40 pm AEDT

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that sounds like a good plan @utopia

we need to listen to our bodies and what it is telling us , sometimes it is hard

I had a good talk to @Former-Member and it seems like i have carers burnout at the moment , I asked my doctor about it and she said " lets wait until everything settles down before I give you any meds ""

soo see what happens

Hubbys birthday tomorrow and his sister is having a birthday dinner for him

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BlueBaySenior Contributor03 Feb 2017, 8:43 pm AEDT

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@utopia you make me laugh so much. You would a really good person to have at a party.

Auction starts at 11am sharp. So you may have to be quiet during the bidding, if you can, otherwise fly to another tree and come back later!!! LOL

Still in pain, lump still there. What is strange is they sent me home with NO meds. I will keep an eye on it to see if it gets bigger or hotter. Going to let me stomach settle down for a few days, but tomorrow may make it worsse. Yeah I guess the doctors had to outweigh the medication or the side effects I would get; and they went with the first option. They had no option but to give me that medication, because i am allergic to just about everything else.

Rum balls - yum can't wait to try.

@Shaz51 Glad to see you are starting to feel a little better. Hugs

OMG i am getting so excited and nervous and sad. You guys may need to hold me tomorrow when the tears flow once we sell. Not IF we sell but IT WILL SELL. I just have the positive vibe and so does the agent. I know i will be sad and cry but i will also be happy.

Gosh it's a scary thing.

Hi to everyone, hope you are all doing ok tonight. xxxooo

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Shaz51Senior Contributor03 Feb 2017, 8:57 pm AEDT

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Thank you for the hugs @BlueBay

@utopia and I will be there holding you my dearest friend xoxo

@utopia and I on each shoulder , ha ha birds on your shoulders xx

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