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BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

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Anyone play the harmonica .... ? Maybe you @Kurta ?

💕

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utopiaSenior Contributor

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@BlueBay. I think a harness, safety belt and safety net - might be the way to go for me. I am clumsy. Likely to fall out of the tree - just before the Auctioneer yells sold. And then he'd forget where he was up to, as the ambulance comes and takes me to hospital to fix my broken leg - or broken wing. Fingers crossed - no accidents on Saturday

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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It's just hit me that I'm selling and I can't stop crying. Lots of memories good and bad. I know it's the right decision the right time but I'm really teary.

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DecadianSenior Contributor

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Of course you are feeling teary @BlueBay

Think of all that has been happening through the last months since you decided to sell - even thought about it

And you have lived there for years

We are doing this to make you laugh - ah - really - we are just using this for a chance to party - wow

But we know - we understand

Dec

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor

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I am part of a tree so I'm not going to get in trouble climbing trees am I?

How many sleeps til partee time?

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

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😆💕 @Appleblossom .....

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Ok so I'm going home today from hospital. Antibiotics have now caused diarrhoea so they've stopped my meds. Lump still on my head need to go back to my own doctor next week. I had a cry last night and the nurse saw me upset so she rang the doctor to get the ok for a sleeping tab. Best night sleep I've had.
So @Appleblossom the party starts tomo sat at 11am. I'm getting nervous and teary. All week I've been dreaming of my parents and all their old homes. This is their last home I have s connection with.
Better go I want to go to cafe for a coffee. I'll be back later on. 😊🎉🎈🍾🍹🍻🍷❤️️

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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@BlueBay So glad for you that you are going home today from hospital and that you had a great night's sleep.

Goodluck for the auction tomorrow. I know you have mixed feelings and that is entirely understandable. I really hope the house sells and exceeds everyones expectations in terms of price for you. The next chapter in your life will be both daunting and exciting. Try to hold on to the positive feelings and look at the move as full of possibilities and new beginnings - one in which you can carve out a new life free of constraints and the ghosts of the past.

So proud of the strength you have shown throughout this whole process and your ability to keep on top of things even when you have felt you can't.

Will be thinking of you tomorrow and sending my best wishes your way. Goodluck my friend.

Zoe

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor

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Dear @BlueBay

I will be there at your auction partee .. in spirit .. with bells on

though cannot be there at appointed time .. on the road.

Cheers

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Aw thanks @Zoe7 you're so sweet. I'm getting excitedly nervous and sick in the stomach thinking about tomorrow.
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