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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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WandererSenior Contributor01 Oct 2018, 12:07 am AEST

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saturnzoonSenior Contributor01 Oct 2018, 2:43 am AEST

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Having trouble falling asleep,so I thought I'd read some posts, then I read yours

@BlueBay dont know how long ago, sorry to hear about the way your husband is unsupportive, I separated from my partner (not married), who was very similar to y ours, when I was in hospital for 2 weeks and he didn't visit me once and wouldn't bring the kids, that was the final straw for me. I live with my 3 sons now and most of the time it's chaos, as 2 of them have Autism/ADHD and I have lots of suicide thoughts often as can't cope, and one of my workers I use to have, referred me to the suicide prevention group, that has helped me and this forum. Then was told about New Roads that have diffent groups i go to now as well, The workers there are really supportive and help a lot.

The suggestions that @Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope @Wanderer are good and hopefully will help. Maybe there might be some groups similar near you, that might help

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BlueBaySenior Contributor01 Oct 2018, 4:54 am AEST

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Thankyou @saturnzoon@Wanderer@Faith-and-Hope

it’s 4.50sm and I csnt sleep. Already I’ve been up twice.

I’m so emotional just hurting.

@Faith-and-Hope You’re right sometimes I do hope that the doctors would find something so then hubby would be more empathetic.

I just don’t care anymore. I’ve lost all my careness, my everything.

I’m so tired I csnt vfn write properly

right now I hste everything incl myself fir being in this shit situation

wheres the light at the end of the tunnel

its nowhere to be seen 😥😥😥

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BlueBaySenior Contributor01 Oct 2018, 5:00 am AEST

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The tears are flowing

for I can’t sleep

im shaking myself in bed

I’m a crying mess

I’m losing the plot

but there’s nothing I can do

it’s all just a mess

everything I write I cry

everything I think I cry

I’m so tired

I’m tired

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BlueBaySenior Contributor01 Oct 2018, 5:28 am AEST

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Wish the tears would stop

I’m tired

have to start work in 3 hours

lack of sleep is bad

tears are bad

memories are bad

everything is just f####g bad

I need to get some sleep calm myself down

breathe

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Unknown userMember01 Oct 2018, 6:07 am AEST

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from Tawney & Dec

Feel for you @BlueBay xox

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BlueBaySenior Contributor01 Oct 2018, 6:30 am AEST

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Thankyou @Former-Member ❤️

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BlueBaySenior Contributor01 Oct 2018, 8:05 am AEST

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Feeling crap

anxious

tired

wirk in 30 mins

i don’t want to go

but what choice do I have

i wish I could scream from the top of a hill

got a headache from all the crying this morning

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WandererSenior Contributor01 Oct 2018, 8:46 am AEST

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BlueBaySenior Contributor01 Oct 2018, 12:57 pm AEST

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Don’t want to be here

struggling at work eith a terrible headache

it’s hsrd

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