not feeling good

@outlander@Wanderer@Faith-and-Hope@Shaz51@Zoe7

tingling back and dizzy. Got my blood pressure checked st chemist 149/107. Too high. Just called ambulance much to my husbands dusgust. I don’t care what he thinks or says anymore. He gets so pissed off. I’m so over it.

Niw laying here just waiting trying to be calm.

Yes, let us know how you get on @BlueBay ...., ❤️

BP is high but not extreme - the tingling and dizziness is more of a concern @BlueBay Glad you are getting checked out Hon

thinking of you @BlueBay ley us know how you are xxxx

@Shaz51@Zoe7@Faith-and-Hope@outlander@Wanderer

im so f###g pissed off angry annoyed hate my husband right now

still in hospital

csnt write snymore

Oh he’s f### annoyed with coming to pick me up cause he was watching tv!!! And he said I shld hsvr called when I was ready to walk out. He was pissed off that he had to wait 2 hrs with me. He told me he was tired!!! WTF what about me I haven’t even had dinner!!!

no empathy. I cried and told the ambo I wanted to leave ane he said no let’s just check you out first. He then told me that he noticed I suffer from ptsd. He explained that he suffers the same snd went to this healer to help him as the psychs and therspy couldn’t help. He gave me the lady’s name and number.

After all the neurological tests it was all ok. Except my blood went higher and hasn’t dropped a lot. The doctor asked questions and before we knew it I was talking about our finances and crying. She then decided that I needed to tslk to the CATT team otherwise they wouldn’t send me home. After talking to thdn I was ok to go home. But I swear my bloody husband. Complaining as to how long things were taking. I told him I’m not the only patient. I told him three times to go in the car and wait there. He didn’t.

He has no idea. I’m so sngry pissed off frustrated emotional. No wonder my blood pressure is high.

@outlander@Shaz51@Zoe7@Faith-and-Hope@Wanderer@Former-Member

im home eating dinner and where is hubby - laying on the couch. Because he’s so tired like he told me. But I’m nit tired. No I just don’t feel well but I have to carry on.

I better go otherwise I could keep going.

Angry 😡 emotional 😭

And another thing - why can’t my husband understand. I said yo him “you should be in emergency and see how busy the staff are” I’m nit the only patient.

He was huffing and puffing like it was my fault. Ok I called him too early but I had no idea thst I had to stsy longer.

And - I told him next time I will nit csll him to pick me up. He said nothing.

I just don’t understand anymore. My life is a big mess.

Catt team now on my guard knowing about my suicide thoughts. They know about financial stress and they know my mood is a 1.

They want me to go to hospital but I told them I csnt.

I should go to bed I hsvr work in the morning but I’m so angry still.

Why doesn’t he understand. Do I need to sh badly or an attempted suicide fir him to see how serious things are. Maybe I should try that.

Goidnight guys.

💓💓💓 @BlueBay ..... sleep will help if you can start to calm yourself down. That would have been a totally exhausting experience, so when your body has the chance to lie down in dimmed light, and you can breathe deeply and slowly, the exhaustion has a chance to put you to sleep, to help you recover .....

Rest now .... it has been a long and very stressful day for you.

I am so glad the tests came back clear. When you are not receiving empathy from those around you, you can wish they had found something of concern, but it is far better that there is nothing else showing up to cause more concern and more financial costs.

Hugs Hon.