not feeling good

You are not alone Hon - I am here with you and can stay until you need to go and get dinner @BlueBay Toby has been snuggled up with me all day - I haven't got out of my jammies today and have slept on and off most of the day. Feeling really sniffly - hot and cold and sneezing - so hoping having a complete rest day will fend off whatever cold I have before it really takes hold.

Glad you are seeing your gp in the morning - make sure you tell him everything including the SH - that is important for him to know.

Hope you’re not coming down with something @Zoe7 thats all you need. I’m hoping my doctor will give me some tablets for my asthma. The cough is terrible.

Toby is so cute. Jersey is nit leaving the boys side since they came back.

What are you having for dinner?

I'm not sure about dinner tonight - I really don't have much energy - maybe some steamed veggies or a quick salad - something quick and easy and fairly light.

Hope you can get your asthma sorted tomorrow @BlueBay - it is not nice having that cough all the time.

I think I’ll go now @Zoe7 and have dinner. You enjoy your dinner. I may come bsvk later but if not thankyou so much for helping me. You’re a beautiful caring person.

Thanks lovely ❤️❤️💐xxxooo

Enjoy your dinner Hon and I will catch up with you later if you come back on @BlueBay

Had dinner before @Zoe7. Dishes done. You know I hate Facebook. All I see st the moment are people that I know are away on holidays and all their photos. We had planned to go away in October but the way our finances are we will be staying home. Snd im upset because i would love a break. I guess I’m a little jealous of all these people I know going away snd even my close friends going away.

I don’t know sorry I’m venting.

We usually go away every year snd I feel really bad that we can’t go this year.

My life is changing for the worse. It’s nit going to get better.

I know not being able to go away is a huge deal for you but it is also something you need to accept and get past @BlueBay You can't do anything about your finances - that is something you have to deal with for now and live with as it is Hon. Sometimes we have to live within our means and that also means cutting back on holidays or luxuries for a time. It sucks but it is necessary to take some of the financial stress of yourself also.

I had chicken, chips and coleslaw for dinner - summoned enough energy to cook the chicken and make the coleslaw (chips are easy lol). I will clean up what is left to clean up later and wash up tomorrow...

Hi @Zoe7@frog@Faith-and-Hope@outlander@Shaz51

i went to see my doctors partner this morning. He listened to my breathing and it was very wheezy. He prescribed some strong tablets to help snd some puffers. He checked my BP and that was high. He is referring me to a respiratory specialist fir a second opinion. I’ve had 4 attacks snd 2 hospital admissions in one year. He checked my rash and it’s all gone so stop using cream.

I walked out and didn’t tell him about my sh yesterday. I figured he was busy and I didn’t want to take up his time.

But he wants me to come bsvk on Monday and check my asthma again.

Im sitting in my car. Just checked bank accounts and my life is in ruins. I can’t deal with this. It’s overwhelming stressful. I feel like I’m in a dark pit and can’t reach the top. I keep falling back down. I keep thinking this is how my life will be forever.

Sh is very strong right now.

if this is my life - well I don’t want it anymore.

You are only hurting yourself if you SH @BlueBay and you are not helping yourself by not telling your GP. You often say that your GP isn't helping or not listening to you but they don't know all the facts either and they cant help you if they dont know exactly what is going on for you - please tell you gp on Monday when you see them again.

I’m going home to an empty house for a few hours @Zoe7. I will call the doctor I saw this morning and tell him exactly how I’m feeling. He needs to know otherwise he can’t help me.

I don’t know what to do this afternoon. I’m really stressed with my life. I’m nit dealing with it very well. I’m actually overwhelmed by the whole thing.

Being alone at home this afternoon is going to be scary.

@Former-Member I don’t know what to do with my life. I feel so stuck.