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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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@BlueBay 💙 💛

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Unknown userMember

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Sometimes its all too much

Nothing like a brief headbutt, a deep breath, bedtime meds & start again tomorrow - take care xox

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

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Beautiful @Former-Member ❣️

I hope youre not away long @BlueBay .... we love you here ..... but take the time you need Hon.

💜💐

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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Ohhh my sister @BlueBay, sitting with you :and givingyou hugs heart:

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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hello @BlueBay how are you going?

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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Hi @BlueBay How is your rash today? Any better?

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Hi @Zoe7@outlander@Shaz51@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member @oceangirl

I saw the female doctor this morning and she said it seems to be getting better. It’s still red snd itchy but she said to give it another week.

I had a huge breakdown this afternoon. Called the clinic and was put through to the other make dr. He’s quite nice too very caring. I blurted our that I’m not coping that I don’t cate about my meds and that I need a break. I was crying so much. It’s been a build up. He asked if I wanted to go to hospital snd I refused saying they don’t do much. Also if I went I wouldn’t get paid therefore our already bad finances would be even more worse. I feel stuck. He said I need to tslk to hubby sbd call the CAT team. He then wanted to see me before he closed tonight. When I went in I asked for a sleeping tablet and he refused saying that my normal doctor has written no pills. Great !!! I thdn got angry and started to cry again. He said he feels for me. I told him I’m over all this therapy. I’m over feeling so down dark thoughts. I told him I was abused and I still feel bad.

He said he is so sorry what happened to me. He said he will call me tomorrow to check in on me.

I’m very depressed. When hubby came home from work he saw me on the couch curled up crying. He asked what’s wrong and I told him it’s my depression it’s getting worse.

I feel like smashing a few things. Or self harm is on my mind a lot right now.

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Unknown userMember

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Oh BB, you're 'in the wars' ;( it's hard!
Do be kindcwith yourself. You might have Post Voral Fatigue happening. Get into your immune system boosters like berries, supplements... Rest, sunshine & fresh air 🙂 Energy hug

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Thankyou @Former-Member im beginning to think That’s what I have. When I next see my doctor I’m going to ask for blood tests to check everything. My iron could be really low. Battling is tough. I don’t have the energy to fight this anymore.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Today is a struggle. I’m trying to stsy focussed but I csnt.

I need to get out

need an escape

need to sh

Anxiety is high

I need to go somewhere

the fight is really hard

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