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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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I find my depression is a lot worse when I'm physically ill @BlueBay. That's why it's important you rest up.

So glad you got out of the house for a stroll with your daughter and our Forum Baby Ayla.

Netflix sounds like a nice way to spend an evening.

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Hi @utopia

I had a sleep this afternoon which was good. Now watching tv but I’m going to have an early night.

How are you going? How is your mum and your son?

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An early night sounds good @BlueBay. I might do the same.

My son is staying at my mums tonight. Because I think he's a rude bugger and he thinks I'm nuts.

So home alone with the dogs

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Well I hope you have a good night sleep @utopia ❤️❤️

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I so f...g hate work today. Certain person worker so called friend was really rude abrupt and a real bitch to me. I can’t tslk I’m so angry. I feel it’s all my fault. I’m taking it personally and it’s nit me.

I’ll write later.

Bullying is just shit.

I need to go away. Everyone treats me like crap.

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Bullying sucks @BlueBay.

Hugs n hugs.

I met one this week too .... no idea what I have done to offend her, but she and her group of friends froze me out of a coffee meeting I have been invited to join. It’s just really rude .....

Rise above it Hon. Put it down on the floor, step over it, and leave her in your dust. You have enough going on to try to bother with her.

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It hurts @Faith-and-Hope

i hate upsetting people. I hate getting people angry. But I know I didn’t go anything g wrong.

I offered to stay back at work to close up snd this lady yells at me and says I’ll go it. But the way she said it snd dyood there I knew it was a dig at me. I i again offered to stay back but she cracked it. You could feel the tension in the room. It was horrible.

I had a dr apt at 2 when I normally finish snd she cracked it.

Home alone now fir a few hours I feel crap.

This rash I have on my stomach is getting worse. Dr has given me a strong cream. If it doesn’t work I need a biopsy.

I’m droressed feeling like nothing will ever change.

Im sorry I’m ranting

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Hopefully this new cream helps @BlueBay and your rash begins to clear up quickly.

Sorry to hear about what happened at work - no wonder you are upset over it

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Oh it just shits me @Zoe7 because I’m nit like that so I don’t expect to be treated like I was. Snd she’s meant to be my friend. It’s really hurtful.

How have you been?

@Faith-and-Hope Hope you’re well ❤️❤️

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Nobody deserves that kind of treatment @BlueBay - not for any reason! You deserve to be treated with respect and she certainly didn't do that

I am ok - just really tired - had a really bad night last night and haven't slept much. I did talk to my gp about it a little today but have to wait until I see my pdoc on Wednesday to see if meds need to be re-adjusted again.

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