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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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All the

shoulds

are a weight. @BlueBay

Try and blow it away gently like a dandelion.From what I read you have been busy with Ayla, and you can always visit, enjoy the moment and post it later. That way they get the visit and the gift spread out.

Yes finding out who the real friends are is an eye opener @AshenShugar

What kind of models do you make when you are in the mood?

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@Appleblossom

Yes it was, There was a female friend I was really close to. Everyone in the office thought we'd be perfect together. But I learnt not to mix work with pleasure from plenty of bad experiences. She stopped stalking to me when I fell ill. That really hurt.

Car models, the eyes are not what they used to be sort of noticed that now need maginfying glasses where I used to not.

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Yes work and play ...eye roll ... I never mixed them.

Old vintage cars, modern?? @AshenShugar

We have a forumite @Jacques who did wonderful models of ships.

Hope your day is not too bad.

Cheers All

@BlueBay

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It seems like you are finding yiur way around and connecting here @AshenShugar - that is great

Hi @BlueBay and @Appleblossom - just got back from the pool and resting for a while before I think about tackling some weeding - it is still pretty cool out but it is not raining today so thatn is a bonus.

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@AppleblossomFeeling pretty anxious atm hands shaking heart feels like is just about to jump out my chest. I had to write my mum after the terrible call yesterday. There is stuff that what was said by her that was unforgivable. But it was really bothering me and I had to address that or find no peace. Cluster headaches always come to visit when under so much stress.

Modern race cars..decal hell

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Hi and welcome to the forums @AshenShugar ..,, 👋

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I’ve lost the plot. Nothing goes right. I feel like throwing it all in the bin.

I need to stop and take a step back. It’s just not happening. Gosh I’m really angry with myself

@Faith-and-Hope@Zoe7@Appleblossom

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Take a break @BlueBay - you have 3 days until the baby shower - that is one day for each bootie and the beanie - don't put too much pressure on yourself. When we put so much pressure on ourselves we make mistakes because we are under more stress - so take a break for now and start again later - maybe after dinner then just do as much as you can - you hvae time Hon. I know Saturday is not far away but you have 2 whole days after today and that is plenty of time.

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I’ve put it down @Zoe7

I don’t know why I don’t have the motivation to just do it and finish.

I’m depressed today. I don’t want to do anything or see anyone.

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Lacking motivation is something I am very familiar with @BlueBay

Sometimes having a break is needed though - it is hard to get things done when we are not feeling good. Try tackling it again after dinner - maybe after you have eaten you may feel a little more able to begin again.

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