not feeling good

Hi @Faith-and-Hope good idea. I can do that in a few hours. I will do booties and a beanie. And then give her the blanket later on.

Good job @BlueBay ... 👍

Good morning 💕

Woke up today feeling so alone in this world. It has been a really hard week for me emotionally.

Hi @AshenShugar

it’s hard when feeling like this. Do you have any hobbies or things you enjoy?

oooh @BlueBay Dont be too hard on yourself.

I am sure they will understand.

It was lovely reading about your dream and your times with Alya.

Hi @AshenShugar @Wedgetail99

Hi @BlueBay Knitting booties and a beanie is a great idea for Saturday Hon - the blanket you can do later to give to her - you have problem solved really well here Hon - well done

Hi @AshenShugar and welcome to the forum. It sounds like you are having a really rough time at the moment - I hope posting here and having members supporting you makes you feel less alone. We here know what it is like to feel like that and it is not a nice feeling to have. This forum is a great place to help you feel like you are amongst people who understand and you can discuss how you are feeling - I hope you find it a caring and supportive place where you not only can make connections but help you feel less alone.

If you have any questions please ask and either myself or another member will be able to jump in and help you out.

Take care... Zoe

Hi @Zoe7@Appleblossom@Faith-and-Hope

I’m home alone and I’m beginning to panic that I won’t finish it on time. Maybe i won’t go. I’m so hard on myself. I should. Have finished it ages ago.

I just bought the wool and I’ll start. I can’t go if I don’t finish it. Home alone sucks.

Hi @BlueBay, @Appleblossom, @Zoe7

I have been tring some model making of late not something I have done since my early teens, in some ways it does help but when feeling overwhelmed like I am my mind can't blank. I ve seen councillors and all the tools they have given me in times like this don't work. I seem to find just talking to random people helps a lot with getting the crap out of my head.

I do find it hard to find people who can understand and take the time to listen. I am pretty introverted these days, after suffering with chronic cluster headaches for 18 years, I went into my shell and isolated myself. as most of my friends disapppeared when my life took a down turn. I guess it's in the hardest parts of life you find out who your real friends are. Of the times I have decided to try to be social the inevitable what do you do question comes up and that has almost always been a very negative conversation. I could lie about it, but thats not me nor would I fell comfortable with starting any relationship with a lie.

Hi @BlueBay I am just heading out to the pool - will be back later to see how you are going. Just do what you can - that is all we can do Hon. Don't put any pressure of yourself - you have made plenty of booties before and you know whatnyou are doing so take it easy of yourself and concentrate on your knitting - be in that moment and you will get it done Hon. Chat to you later BB