not feeling good

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@BlueBay wrote:

Thank you @Former-Member ❤️❤️

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Hi @Zoe7@Former-Member@Faith-and-Hope@outlander@Ant

ive just left my doctor. The results came back negative so no influenza A or B. But my doctor says it’s still the flu. He has given me tomorrow off work. He asked how my mental health is and I told him I’m not coping. Told him I want to go away because it’s all too much. I’ve lost weight in four days. Told him I’m not eating very much st all or drinking much. He said I need to drink more. He said by next week I should feel better. If not to call him on Monday. He said get plenty of rest and not to push myself.

I feel a wreck. I feel like crying. I need to go home and go back to bed. And cry.

That is some good news @BlueBay I know how long Influenza A and B take to get over - I had both strains at once Even though the results were negative there are plenty of viruses that can flatten you like you have been - the positive here is that it may take less time for you to start recovering. I know it feels far off at this stage but you doctor is right - you need to drink plenty of water and rest. Sounds like you need to be home, snuggled up in bed and sleeping as much as you can - especially if you are not sleeping well at night.

I’m not coping @Zoe7 all I can do at the moment is cry. I’m so emotional. I want to smash things around the house. I want to go outside and run even though I have no energy.

I really don’t know what I want 😥

I just want to hug me and look after me.

My doctor asked if he could help with my mental health and I said yeah hospital. He disagreed. He said once I get over this I will be okay.

Im so depressed I’m so emotional I’m so alone 😥😥

I know you are not feeling good at the moment @BlueBay and this illness is making it worse for you. It is so hard when we have no energy or will to do anything and being physically so unwell seems to make it worse. You need to keep telling yourself that you will be able to cope a little better as you begin to get better physically - I know this is hard but thinking negatively all the time can make recovery longer. Keep telling yourself that you need rest for now but it will pass and you will begin to have more energy. Try thinking of all the positive things you have in your life - and think of all the amazing places your sons will be visiting - maybe so some internet searched on those places so you can get an idea of the beautiful architecture, food, people, etc. - that should keep your mind focussed for a little while

Yeah I keep looking at their Instagram pages and see their beautiful places they are at. I’m missing Ayla. I think I’ll sleep now for a while. Try to catch up from last night. Thanks @Zoe7 for being here for me. I don’t feel so alone now. ❤️❤️🦋

Always happy to be here with you when I can @BlueBay I hope you get some restful sleep Hon

@Zoe7 Starting to worry snd panic. I’ve started to get pains where you’re appendix are. I don’t know what to do. It comes and goes. I don’t want to “hassle” my hubby. Because he’s a pain in the ..... i guess I could wait and see how I go.

Could it be from the coughing - I doubt it??

It could be from coughing @BlueBay but if it gets worse it might be a trip to emergency Hon. I know when I have coughed that much I can feel most of my muscles from my neck to my knees hurt and if you have had a fever and aches and pains as well then in makes it even harder to cope with. Please tell Hubby is it gets worse.

@Zoe7 My boys are together now in Belgium. This music festival is on the next few days. Then Monday they’re off to Italy to travel around there. Cannot wait fir Monday. I don’t want to know about these next few days !!!