not feeling good

Take 3 .... 🎬 ..... 😏

Oh no @BlueBay ..... that’s no good.

If you do start with a pain med of some sort as hubby “suggested”, maybe ask him to bring you a heat pack and see whether that helps to stop the spasms .....

And maybe sigh, and tell him how sorry you are, but if nobody helps you with your back, you won’t be able to cook for the day, or several days .... so sorry about the washing and cleaning too .... I guess he will have to take care of all that.

See whether that helps him to think beyond his “Take a med” approach.

It's so annoying when he doesn't have any empathy @Faith-and-Hope

it's not as if i am making this up. i am in so much pain. i have just called my doctor and his partner is working today. just waiting for him to call me back to see whether he can give me some anti-spasmodic tablets.

rest day for me today.

So the stupid doctor never returned my two calls. I now stuck at home with no meds fir the pain and spasms. I'm so over calling the doctors telling the receptionist what the issue and the doctor not ringing back.

So what am I supposed to do. I feel hopeless snd helpless emotionsl and in pain.

Im ringing my gp on Monday and having a go at him because he never called me bsbk on Friday.

Its like I don't exist snd they don't care snd they want me to go away. Well maybe I should just go away forever and never come bsbk. Disappear snd sees what he says then. I hate my thinking right now. I'm angry

Hearing you @BlueBay.

There are creams from the chemist that you are probably aware of that I use when my back plays up like that ..... you might be aware of it. It is in a purple tube and has all natural ingredients.

Yeah @Faith-and-Hope ive put some on before. I know the one you're talking about.

Im really feeling sorry for myself atm. Even breathing hurts.

Hi everyone

I don't like the weekends much cause i have no family or friends to do something with and all my groups are during the week. It's hard to find thing's to do and keep my mind ocupied.

I think about my daughter a lot who moved to Newcastle, we used to be real close, but left when she was 18 and i miss her so m uch it hurts. The only time I ever hear from her is only when i send her messages and she just says that shs fine with her boyfriend.

Life is full of so much heartache, pain and loneliness.

How do others learn to cope on weekends

@saturnzoon I feel a lot of loss for my daughter too, but have to keep on ...

I was thinking of going to 2 events today but the cold got to me and I did some prep reading for next weeks course.

I do not spend much money on entertainment or going out usually, but I bought a ticket, so I wont waste it. So I will get on the train tonight and see a concert.

What have you been up to so far?