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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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saturnzoonSenior Contributor31 May 2018, 5:35 pm AEST

Re:trouble with neighbors not feeling good

I have just had trouble with our next door neighbours, who are not nice people and alsays in trouble with the police. Anyway i came home from doing shopping and was taking it in when my sons mastifx got out and next door had there dog at the front of the house, i heard the 2 dogs going off and got Leo home, but he had hurt the other dog who was a big putbill,they took it to the vet and had a $100 bill which my son said he will pay but they are not happy and have threated to kick our heads in and cause damages, I had a panic attack and am to scared to go outside, i have looked all the doors and not letting the dogs out. My anxiety hs escaleted they called the RSCP out but he said as long as we pay the vet it will be okay and if they cause any trouble call police and have been advised to move out as we are renting and they wont move, one of them are on home D, My sons have said not to worry but i can't help it.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor31 May 2018, 5:36 pm AEST

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I can see why you are worried @saturnzoon - if you feel threatened in any way then call the police. Is there somewhere you can stay for tonight to make you feel more safe?

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Shaz51Senior Contributor31 May 2018, 5:53 pm AEST

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hugs @saturnzoon

sitting with you my sister @BlueBay

Yes I have been sick for so long and then the doctor gave me different Ab`s which i was finding not as good , still a few aches and pains and a cough

I was told yesterday that it is "mind over matter" , arrrrgg I cried and mr shaz takes a while to respond --- , hours later he gave me a big hug , better later than never i suppose

hello my sister @Zoe7

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Zoe7Senior Contributor31 May 2018, 5:56 pm AEST

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Sometimes it takes a lot longer to get these bugs out of our system @Shaz51 It definitely takes my body a lot longer than it used to to get over any virus or infection. You are dealing with a lot as well and it is expected that you would take some time to recover. I hope it clears for you soon my sister

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor31 May 2018, 6:05 pm AEST

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Oh dear @saturnzoon .... that would upset most people ......

Is there something you can do for yourself tonight to help settle your nerves down again ? That’s tough ......

Hugs from me @Shaz51 ..... that’s tough too .....

💜

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BlueBaySenior Contributor31 May 2018, 8:59 pm AEST

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I want to run away again and agsin and agsin
This feeling of numbness is driving me crazy
I can't deal with this kind of no emotions
Can't sleep
I need a break
Msybe I'm having a breakdown
I don't know
I'm so stressed and run down
Feel physically sick
I'm confused don't know what to do

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BlueBaySenior Contributor31 May 2018, 9:25 pm AEST

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I want to cry - but I can't.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor31 May 2018, 9:56 pm AEST

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Wish I could break something
Feeling destructive
Can't even do that
So tired
Had a cup of tea
Laying here
I'm all over the place tonight
Wish there was someone to talk to

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BlueBaySenior Contributor31 May 2018, 10:10 pm AEST

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Guess there's no one around to talk
It doesn't matter anyway

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor31 May 2018, 10:14 pm AEST

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Hi @BlueBay .....

I have just come back on. I have finished my course enrolment. I am snuggling in a blanket on the couch. It’s cold here tonight .....

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