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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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BlueBaySenior Contributor23 Apr 2018, 4:41 pm AEST

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Hi @Faith-and-Hope @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Zoe7

I'm not eating or drinking. Just spoke to my doctor he said I need to force myself to eat and drink otherwise I'll end up in hospital.
I have no appetite at all. I feel no need to drink.
I'm so tired I look shocking. My friend came to visit today and said I look very tired.
I think I need hospital just to recuperate from this exhaustion. My doctor said he's not surprised I feel like fainting agsin with all the emotional stuff going on. He said to see how I go and ring him if I don't feel better in the next few days.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor23 Apr 2018, 4:46 pm AEST

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try to eat and drink @BlueBay, even if it is a bit by bit

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor23 Apr 2018, 4:47 pm AEST

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Keep up with the tea and toast @BlueBay ..... as hard as it is, the symptoms that would arrive if you continue not eating and drinking will truly scare you, and then you will be wishing you had forced yourself to swallow a little of something to keep you going ..... just a few sips of tea here and there .... a few bites of toast ...... you can do it.

Feeling for you ..... hugs ❣️

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Zoe7Senior Contributor23 Apr 2018, 4:58 pm AEST

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I reiterate what @Faith-and-Hope and @Shaz51 have said @BlueBay - you need to eat and drink - even if it is just a little at a time. This is part of your self-sabotaging behaviour BB - your body needs both food and water and you will become more physically unwell if you do not eat and drink! Then your emotional state will also suffer more - please force yourself to have just a few sips of tea and a few bites of toast as F&H suggested - it is imperative that you do this to help with both your physical and emotional well-being.

I care about you and if it seems I am being really tough on you here then it is just because I do care and know how quickly you can spiral down when you are hurting both physically and emotionally.

Hugs my little yellow flower

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BlueBaySenior Contributor23 Apr 2018, 5:27 pm AEST

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@Faith-and-Hope @Zoe7 @Shaz51 @Former-Member

All I feel like is toast with Vegemite and only one slice with a tea. I'm not hungry. I hate water at the moment so not drinking. I've emailed my psych to see if any of my meds could be doing of these to me. Not really sure.
I'll try bit by bit. I csnt eat heaps. I feel sick.
I've never felt so sick and tired.

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor23 Apr 2018, 5:29 pm AEST

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A slice of vegemite toast and a cup of tea is enough @BlueBay ...... attagirl ..... ❣️

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BlueBaySenior Contributor23 Apr 2018, 6:13 pm AEST

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Eaten. Nothing else for tonight. I'm losing a lot of weight since last week. Hubby is cooking dinner for himself. The smells are making me sick. Slowly sipping my tea.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor23 Apr 2018, 6:55 pm AEST

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way to go my @BlueBay

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BlueBaySenior Contributor23 Apr 2018, 7:55 pm AEST

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I'm so over feeling like this. My mental health is not good. I just want to cry. It's all connected isn't it - physical and mental
Trying to watch tv with is very hard. My eyes are tired and I can't stop yawning.

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utopiaSenior Contributor24 Apr 2018, 10:04 am AEST

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What's happened @BlueBay - are you sick?

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