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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Unknown userMember07 Jan 2017, 8:54 pm AEDT

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@BlueBay I'm the moderator tonight, Slyvester's shift has ended. Can I help?

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BlueBaySenior Contributor07 Jan 2017, 8:55 pm AEDT

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I'm alone I'm scared I may do what I did the other day. Can't settle. I need sleep had a bad night. I don't know what to do or cope.

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Unknown userMember07 Jan 2017, 8:59 pm AEDT

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I'm sorry to hear that @BlueBay, I'm going to email you now so we can discuss in more detail.

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Unknown userMember07 Jan 2017, 9:04 pm AEDT

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Hi @BlueBay, can you try some 'grounding' techniques? Have a nice big cup of cocco. hugz
Hope my disassociative thread reply didn't upset you further. Stay chatting tonight. Maybe put a good movie on xox

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BlueBaySenior Contributor07 Jan 2017, 9:09 pm AEDT

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Hi @Former-Member
No nothing you said. I'm under my blanket in the lounge with air con on. I'm exhausted sad and ready. I just need sleep.

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utopiaSenior Contributor07 Jan 2017, 9:18 pm AEDT

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Hi @BlueBay. Ive been off site all day.

How wonderful about your friend with a pool. 2 hours of swimming and floating and chatting. Sounds like heaven.

Yes, I have a few neighbours that play what I call "doof doof' music all hours at a loud volume. Even in my room, I can hear it coming through the walls. It's the doof doof base that just vibrates through the body. I really hate it. And I've often called the local police. They aren't too bad. Previously I tried talking to the neighbours, but these aren't people I can have a rational conversation with. One of them only plays the loud music when he is sick. Generally after the police have visited him, his CAT team arrives to calm him down.

Been very hot here in Central Victoria. As i bet it is down your way. But I'm guessing you at least get a cooling breeze occassionally.

Woke up this morning with my foot so swollen and red and itchy. Had to pop into the chemist and get some anti-hystermines. That worked wonders. Haven't spotted any snakes yet, but I'm keeping my eyes out.

I'm here to chat about whatever you want. Sending you a big hug.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor07 Jan 2017, 9:40 pm AEDT

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@utopia hi ❤️
It's been so hot that I think it's making my breathing even more difficult.
Yes snakes I'm so scared of them. I hope I don't see any. Pls be careful.
Hope you're foot is better now.
OMG this music is driving me crazy. I just tried ear plugs while listening to meditation but I can't relax. I think I'm in for another sleepless night. Every time these idiots come down that's what they do. And it's all set up in the front garden. I'm over it. I need to sleep last night was bad again with asthma and anxiety.
I'll try to sleep if not I'll be back on here.

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Unknown userMember07 Jan 2017, 9:48 pm AEDT

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Hi @BlueBay, I'll be up for a while tonight if you need someone to chat to. I'm too wound up to sleep myself. Hope you are feeling better soon. 🙂

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utopiaSenior Contributor07 Jan 2017, 9:49 pm AEDT

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@BlueBay. Good luck with your sleep.

Tomorrow if they play their music again - stick some opera or Englebert Humperdink or 1920/s music. Move your speakers so they face the window closest to those people, open the window. Crank the volume up until it shakes the house, and then jump in your car and go out for a few hours.

It will make them all head back to Melbourne, or whereever they are from. lol.

Sweet dreams my friend, from your wicked friend.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor07 Jan 2017, 9:53 pm AEDT

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@utopia you made me laugh. 😊 You are wicked but I like your idea. I'm going to try to sleep now. If not I'll be back.
@Former-Member if I don't sleep I'll be back.

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