not feeling good

thank you so much for you words of kindness and support @Dogman

i don't get that kind of support or words from hubby or kids at home.

it feels nice to receive support like this

i am a bit scared if i do get the job in how i will cope. i forget things easily, my memory is not the same as it used to be.

thank you for being proud of me - these words have never been said to me before, ever.

not even my parents ever said them to me as a child 😞

it brings tears to my eyes when someone says they are proud of me

you don't know how much your reply has meant to me - i can't explain in words

thank you so much @Dogman

keep in touch, i will let you know how it all goes, if i get the job or not

BB xo

Good morning @BlueBay,

For getting up everyday and trying to get on with your day yor are strong, I am very proud of what your doing, keep everything as calm as you can and try to minimize the Anxiety feelings. breathe and when in dought think of the words that we are proud of you! until you find out how things go with the interview keep your self busy with your current job and do things that keep you in the here and now, that way it should help some what about thinking of what might happen, start trying to think of your self as being "proud of your self" you owe it to your self and there is no question that you deserve to think of your self as a positive proud hard working person who should be thinking happy thoughts. keep your chin up and we will keep in touch.

BBxo

Hugs @BlueBay

Hi @BlueBay, it can be so hard to feel down for no real reason. I can understand that right now its hard to imagine this stopping or getting better. That's the nature of depression in a way, its greatest trick is to convince us of its permanence. It isnt though, it moves and changes like everything else. In the meantime, we are here sitting with you through this.