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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

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Hugs @BlueBay .....

You see ? You are still being thoughtful, despite the way you feel .....

I was listening to call-back radio one morning while I was driving in the car, and people were calling in, saying what they had found in the back of their pantry, or fridge, and how old it was by the use-by date ......

One lady found something in her pantry that she had carted forward through three house moves ..... going back 32 years .... without realising. It was a packet of cornflour. I think it didn't have a use-by date on it, but it was in very old packaging that had changed so much (she had been in the current house for a long time) and realised that it was 32 years old.

I reckon my dad has got some reeeeeaaaalllly old stuff in the back of his pantry cupboard ..... 🤣

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

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Here's another thought for you @BlueBay .....

I know you're really sad about your dad .... and you have written letters to him telling him that .... but .... if you can think of it sort of like being pen-friends writing letters to each other .... can you write about funny things too ... like I did above just now ? Write about silly things that happen .... be "chatty" about things you would like to tell him .... and post all your notes into a box.

I think if it was me, I wiould make it a red box (cover in red paper) and have a post-hole in the lid, so I was posting the letters to him .... just symbolically making that connection.

I hope that helps .... even a little bit. You are holding him close in your heart. It's called "keeping a vigil" for him .....

💙💐🤗💐💙💕

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@BlueBay, give yourself credit - ya doing really well. Do take photos of the old house for ya dad, for you! Hey, youre doing so well i had a thought - can you come help me do a garage sale when ya done there 🙂

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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sitting with you @BlueBay

You know even though they are still alive it is still hard to do., yes I know , my mum is still alive and this was mum`s house too , mine childhood house , mum has only been back to this house 2 times in 10 years , has not been back yet , i think there are too many memeries for her here

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utopiaSenior Contributor

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@BlueBay. I'm sorry you are hurting. I can't help. I'm sorry. I'm in my own hell. But I'm sending you love.♥♥

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Thank you @outlander @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @Shaz51 @utopia

for your kind words and support.

Are you okay @utopia. I am sorry I haven't seen your post to read you are not okay.

I am having a rough day actually cried a few times today. packing my daughter's room with her help.

lots of stuff. i am very tired. actually so tired that i think it's the medication.

having lots of negative sh thoughts at the moment, not sure where its coming from. maybe someone can help me; if not it's okay. i;ll rtry to ride it through.

i guess anger is one emotion i have trouble with. it haunts me a lot.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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ohhh sending you hugs @BlueBay

@Former-Member, @Fancy_Pants, @Former-Member

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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hugs @BlueBay sitting with you

@Former-Member love your avatar- its so pretty!

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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SH thoughts are taking over

don't care anymore

i am angry at some people

i was never treateed right

with respect or right

always yelled at

well i dont' care anymore

nothing will be right anymore

never

sh sh sh

thoughts are terrible

could do it right now

need to get rid of pain

and feel the pain

i am so tired

ty[ing this is so tired

i need to sleep

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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Breath @BlueBay, are you able to laid down and close your eyes and think of being a noona

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