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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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BlueBaySenior Contributor18 May 2017, 7:44 pm AEST

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Hi @oceangirl
Here on Sunshine Coast until Sunday. Tomorrow is forecast rain so I think read my book in bed. I'm reading Andre Agassi biography it's really interesting. Might go for a walk. I'll see how I feel and how heavy the rain is. But sat is 25 so that will be nice.
Home late sun night and poss hospital admission Monday afternoon or Tuesday.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor18 May 2017, 7:49 pm AEST

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Dhazzke dazzle I love it -- me tooo @BlueBay xxxxx

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utopiaSenior Contributor18 May 2017, 8:49 pm AEST

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@BlueBay. Wrote a quote on Jacques Quote ofthe Day thread but think I fforgot your name. Sorry. But take a look when you have time - as it applies to us all.
20° here today and sunny. Think that will be it until mid/late September now. Had a two hour drive through the mountains. And it was relaxing.
Enjoy your book. He was one of my favourites to watch.
Glad you saw a Dr and he looked after you.
Keep relaxing and enjoying your time up north.

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor19 May 2017, 10:25 am AEST

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Morning @BlueBay ..... 🤗💕

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BlueBaySenior Contributor19 May 2017, 11:41 am AEST

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Hi everyone
Hubby went and got medicine for me from chemist this morn while I lay in bed. I fell back to sleep. I phoned my psych agsin and told receptionist that I was angry upset about meds making me eat so much and I was putting on so much weight. She said to email my psych and he would reply. I told him I would stop my meds or even tske 1/2 the dose. Haven't heard back yet. Gosh my mouth is so dry I think fro ventolin. I started to cry this morning while hubby was out.
It's raining here today. Csnt do much.
Hoping it clears up so we can go fir a short walk.
Hope everyone is doing ok. And being gentle on themselves. Xxxooo

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor19 May 2017, 11:48 am AEST

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Hugs @BlueBay ..... 🤗💙💕

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BlueBaySenior Contributor19 May 2017, 12:01 pm AEST

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Just got an email back from my psych / not to stop my meds until I'm back in hospital next week. Damn. I so want to throw them all away. I'm angry. I can't stop eating. It's not easy to just walk away. It's the hardest thing I've had to endure. I hate this. I'm laying on the bed. I feel crap. I have no waist. I look like Oompa Loompa. Stupid psych and his stupid meds. How would he like to take them and not stop eating all day and night. He would then look like Oompa Loompa too. 😥

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outlanderSenior Contributor19 May 2017, 12:02 pm AEST

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Hugs @BlueBay ❤ ❤

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OwlunarSenior Contributor21 May 2017, 10:21 am AEST

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Hi @BlueBay

I am sorry that your medication makes you eat - I had something a couple of weeks back for the inflammation in one of my shoulders and yes - I ate like crazy and when we get older we can't just burn it off as we used to when we were younger

But I am glad you are still taking them - and waiting until you are back in hospital - wow - this holiday does not sound as if it was much fun

One reason I like to travel alone - if I want to stay alone in my room I can - if I want to take long walks alone I can - if it rains I read and no one talks to me and I like that fine

I am sorry it hasn't been as much fun as you would have liked - that is really sad and i feel for you

I guess you will be really glad to be back tonight - I have been thinking of you - a lot

Lots of hugs

Dec

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Zoe7Senior Contributor21 May 2017, 10:07 pm AEST

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@BlueBay

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