not feeling good

Morning @BlueBay. So pleased to hear that your GP and new psych appointments went well yesterday. That must be such a relief for someone to finally take you under their wing, listen and do something positive about getting necessary help and treatment.

Its never easy starting on new meds, but persevere, as it will get easier as you progress.

Fingers crossed you get into hospital tomorrow.

Meanwhile, I hope work today goes well for you and that the day goes quickly. Things are finally happening! Yay!

My thoughts are with you BlueBay, and sending through a big cyber hug too.

Sherry xx

I am glad to hear you are been taken more seriously and getting the help, support and care you deserve. All the best for Friday and we will be here waiting for you when you return. Sending you lots of love and hugs my lovely friend @BlueBay

Sending you lots of love and hugs my friend @BlueBay

Hi everyone

I'm not sure how to feel tonight. I have a headache, i want to be in hospital now. i am feeling very weird, hurtful and abandoned i am scared i will lose my job because of the time off i am having. oh well he may as well sack me i am prob not a good worker anyway.

i just feel nothing will work, these new meds they aren't goiong to work. i will never get over this will I. All this time the past 7 yrs i should have got better, i should be happy laughing with everyone. instead i am so depressed,

i am so messed up tonight

Of course you feel bad and want to be in hospital @BlueBay- you really need to give yourself up to the care of other people for a while and I think the change of psyche is a good thing - at least he has a different set of ideas

I understand how your mother's memory has hooks in it that is dragging you down - I know this - I don't get it that some people with degrees in the subject can't see this - but yes - it happened to me and I do get it

You will get past this - I went in and out of hospital on a revolving door basis when I was through my middle years - never felt like a little girl about it though - I felt like Henry - with a hole in the bucket being really hard to fix and having a better idea than Eliza - remember the song - ah - you can't fix the bucket when it has a hole in it - you need to be cared for and there is no shame in that

But don't put yourself down - don't blame yourself - and please don't hurt yourself - that won't help and will just make it harder -

Yes - I know - I do know - we all have stuff and one good thing about getting older is that the things that were huge and horrible in the past are so little looking back - perhaps they are far in the distance -

I have faith in you - you will recover

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