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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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@Phoenix_Rising

Being in a private psych ward hopsital is amazing. The ward only has 30 beds so it is small. The staff are amazing, very supportive, caring and will sit and just listen whever. There are group therapy and all the psychologists are very nice. Even the kitchen staff are friendly and will accommodate you. The night staff are angels, always there if you are crying or scared or need a hot chocolate or a med to help sleep.

For me it is a place where I can recover for a little while; change my meds while being monitored and have therapy sessions with my own psych as well as group. We do walks down to the creek, coffee down at the cafe, art classes - it's all good for me.

I don't know what a public hospital system is like as I have never been before. But I am guessing it would be completely different.

Yes, my GP and new psych are both fantastic.

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I can't get off here. I'm not able to calm down. I need to get rid of my anger by hurting myself. I wish I was in hospital now. Is anyone around.

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@BlueBay im around if you want to chat

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@Former-Member I'm not good. I don't want to do my safe plan. I want nothing. I'm not coping.

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ok @BlueBay i can hear your struggling

if your still angry have you tried punching your pillow a few times or getting a piece of paper and pen and just scrible scibble scribble

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If I did what my head is telling me to do it would be not good. I

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dont listen to your head @BlueBay

you need to distract yourself from those thoughts

what do you think might help you?

what about a chat about plans for your new house? hows your daughter going

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Dont know what to do @Former-Member think I shld be left alone.
I am so depressed.

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Think I shld go @Former-Member

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your more than welcome to keep talking to me @BlueBay

what is it thats bothering you and making you feel this way?

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