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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Rain does make horses slippery though @Owlunar .... I fell off one, riding bare-back, after the rain one day .... learned the hard way. We didn't have horses but we had neighbours who did, and this one was available to us to ride her.

@Former-Member @BlueBay @utopia @Zoe7

I am excited about this new house for you @BlueBay .... I hope you like it.

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Haha i uploaded photo a picture on my other thras to show you how muddy it is lol @Owlunar @BlueBay @Faith-and-Hope

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Ohhhh @Faith-and-Hope, @BlueBay, @Former-Member, @Owlunar, @utopia

oh that reminds me @Faith-and-Hope when I was at my friend`s farm , and her husband wanted the teenage boys to bring the cattle in but my girl friend didn`t want them to go alone , so I went with them

the husband gave me his horse , while he rode another one which was a bit lazy

so the boys and I went to get the cattle , next minute, the husband was yelling "Go, Go" to the horse that he was on

next minute his horse that i was riding put her head up and started running towards him --- wow I was trying to hold on so tight so i would not fall down , i was on his side when the horse got to the owner

arrrggggg i did not feel goood at alll

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Haha @Shaz51 @BlueBay @Faith-and-Hope
Im one of those ones that always seem to get the naughty horses. Esp the one im riding now she bites and kicks when your riding her and she bucks (tucks head under front legs and kicks up back legs) ots not the most fun
But @Shaz51 i use to do the cattle work too i don't now but i use to all the time

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Hi everyone I'm home now. I'm done. My back is so sore. I am feeling crap. We got most of shop done. But it will take another week or two to have everything in place. At least we can open tomorrow snd trade.
I'm not going in tomorrow I need a rest. I feel really flat st the moment.

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Take a nice warm bubble bath or Epsom salt or radox bath @BlueBay but at least its done now ❤❤❤

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Hello @BlueBay

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I'm glad that's all done as far as you're concerned @BlueBay

You have a couple of days off and you are seeing your psychologist on Tuesday - this is a good thing

I am looking forward to hearing how you go after that

Dec

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Hi @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Owlunar
I slept this afternoon. I was so exhausted I really needed to sleep. Had pizza for dinner. Older son wanted to see the house that we like so I took him for a drive and it is besutuful. Area is so quiet lots of fresh air.
Having an early night. I need my rest the next two days. I'm feeling a bit emotional. Hope everyone sleeps well tonight.
Hi @Zoe7 @utopia @Faith-and-Hope

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thats good your getting your rest @BlueBay

you sound like you really need and itll do you alot of good for you too, your prob feeling emotion due to being tired as well

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