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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

@BlueBay Maybe taking your meds early is a good idea - you really need to get some sleep. Grab your pillow and scream into it or punch it - it will help relieve a little of the pressure - then make a nice warm drink and sit somewhere quiet - then you can cry if you want to.

I am going to head off myself now - not doing the best either and need to try for some sleep.

I will be thinking of you and will check in with you tomorrow

Sending you huge hugs to comfort you tonight

...and still sitting on your shoulder so you know that you are not alone.

Zoe

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

Goodnight my beautiful friend @Zoe7

i hope you can get a good night sleep tonight. I'm off to bed soon too.

sleep tight xxoo

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

Can't settle to sleep. Don't worry I will try to contact a @Former-Member. Not sure if they'll answer. Oh well doesn't matter if they don't.
I am so sick of my boys treating me like shit. Their language is terrible. I don't deserve to be treated like shit. Oh wait maybe i am.

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Unknown userMember

Re: not feeling good

hi @BlueBay

i havent read through the whole lead more like just your last post that you just wrote..

do you want to talk about it? im up and adam and im happy to talk to you for as long as you like

and Firstly you dont deserve to be treated like shite. You are a kind and caring person which shows through the posts that you write including the ones to me.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Hi @Former-Member
Thankyou. I'm feeling sick in my stomach I am not good. I would like to keep chatting but I need to get something for my pain. It annoys me how I get spoken to st home. Maybe it's me reacting. I don't know anymore. Destruction would be so much easier right now.

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Unknown userMember

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hi @BlueBay

im sorry they treat you like that. but you really arent alone, if it makes you feel any better i get treated like that as well. im the worst person going according to friends and family and literally have no support.

it does get very annyoying when people esp family are so disrespectful, but its their problem not yours.

would like to talk more about what they are saying and how they are treating you and ill try to help you trough it the best i can with my experiences and knowledge

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

Hi @Former-Member
I'm over this
My stomach hurts
My head hurts
My heart hurts
My stupid psych doesn't get me
I wanted to tell him to "shut up" today
I wanted to show how how I SH
And see what he says
I don't care anymore about anything
It's too hard
Pain is hard
I don't want to go through pain anymore
Anger frustration and negative thoughts
No point stopping me
I'm taking my mec to sleep
Nothing makes sense
God I'm angry hurting crying the whole bloody lot

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Unknown userMember

Re: not feeling good

i get it @BlueBay

i really do. it not th nicest thing to go through

have you considered changing your phsycholgists if you dont like them?

have you got any coping strategies that you usually use that work or ones that might work for you right now, to ease your anxiety?

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

Taken med to sleep.
I'm so angry
No coping skills will work
It's all too hard
I wish I could speak to a @Former-Member

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