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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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BlueBaySenior Contributor24 Jan 2020, 6:36 am AEDT

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I'm scared

Had a really bad experience

can't go into detail

I pressed the button fir the nurse

I was under my blankets

I've been crying for a while

nurse reassured me it's no one

havibg a cup of tea

scared I'm been followed

it's scary

psych came to see me last night

he said I look like a wreck and exhausted

meds are doing what it's meant to do

keep my mind calm instead of agitated anxious and emotional

he's coming back this morning

allowed to go home for only a few hours then he wants me back in here

this psych is fantastic

Thanks everyone for your support. It means so much to have friends like you all here for me.
@Angels333 @Maggie @MDT @saturnzoon @Shaz51 @Owlunar @Former-Member @Zoe7 and others I csnt remember sorry!!

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MaggieSenior Contributor24 Jan 2020, 7:01 am AEDT

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@BlueBay

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MDTSenior Contributor24 Jan 2020, 9:40 am AEDT

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Hey @BlueBay

It is best if you had that bad experience in hospital where they can treat you right away hey. There is a silver lining there.

Just take it easy today my friend.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor24 Jan 2020, 10:35 am AEDT

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Good that you are in hospital and have support @BlueBay

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Gazza75Senior Contributor24 Jan 2020, 11:02 am AEDT

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Thinking of you @BlueBay 🙂

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MolliexSenior Contributor25 Jan 2020, 5:57 am AEDT

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I've been thinking of you @BlueBay. I'm glad you have such a wonderful psych there to support you. Sending hugs 💜🌻💜

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BlueBaySenior Contributor25 Jan 2020, 7:04 pm AEDT

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Hi @Molliex @Gazza75 @Zoe7 @MDT @Maggie @Owlunar @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope @Shaz51 @Angels333 and others reading

thiught I would give you guys an update:

yesterday was another day of being numb. No emotions at all. It felt weird this morning my psych called in to see me and I told him about no emotions. He said it's part of grief. It's ok. He let me go home fir a few hours which was good as I was starting to feel like I was stuck inside. When I came back I was angry. No particular reason or trigger. And then after two days of no tears they cane agsin. Had to speak to nurse. I ended up going to my room put earphones on with relaxing music and coloured in a picture. Best thing.
I then was allowed to go in the courtyard with my book and managed to read a little.
this psych said he'll reassess me been allowed to go out on my own. Fir this weekend I'm not allowed.
I really love this psych. I'm going to see if I can see him in the future. in one week if seeing him im so comfortable. I feel very comfortable and not scared in telling him things. So different to my regular psych.
not doing groups yet until next week. He said in my case groups may make me worse. So we'll see what he says on Monday.
He was glad that I changed psychologists as the previous one was trauma related but not good for me. He wants me to focus on present stuff.
I can't believe how much I'm sleeping. It's the meds that are doing this but he's happy as it's taken away the anger and agitation. He is slowly taking me off this Monday.
My eating is terrible. It's hard.
im hoping on Monday he lets me have my own time to go out for a walk. I've missed my walking this week.
im not sure how long I'll be in here for. I asked him today and he replied he's not sure yet. I told him that's ok I don't have a job to go to so I may as well get better first.
seeing a social worker next week.
I'm sorry I'm not replying to your posts. It's just too much. But I hope you're all coping as best you can.
Thsnks for tour support.
love BB ❤️❤️❤️

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MDTSenior Contributor25 Jan 2020, 7:15 pm AEDT

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Hey my friend @BlueBay

Good to hear from you.

It sounds like you are in a place where you needed to be for a while now hey?

I am glad you are finding it useful for your MH.

Hospital is there for that very reason.

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor26 Jan 2020, 1:42 am AEDT

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💜🐚 @BlueBay ....

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BlueBaySenior Contributor26 Jan 2020, 8:49 am AEDT

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Another night of terrible nightmares. So real. Can't go into detail but it's frightened me so much. Night nurse came in to check on me and found me in bed holding my head staring at the wall.
three nightmares now.
its really shaken me up.
@Faith-and-Hope @MDT @Molliex @Gazza75 @Zoe7 @Owlunar @Former-Member @Shaz51 @Angels333 and ithers following

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