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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Gazza75Senior Contributor

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Hang in there @saturnzoon , maybe you can look at planning another break with your mum? I'm sure she would of enjoyed the time with you just as much as well. I know it's not much, but, might be something you can look towards and put on the calendar.

HNY 🙂

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Yes @saturnzoon like @Gazza75 says hang in there. You can get through.
hugs your way xxxoo

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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@Gazza75 @Maggie @Shaz51 @MDT @Owlunar @Former-Member @Zoe7 @Angels333 @Molliex

My head is telling me to run away. My head is saying lash out.

Tiday has been challenging. Crying lots. Doing group on self reflection was difficult for me. But I will try sgsin tomorrow.

New med is making me drowsy. Seeing psych tomorrow.

I need to stop these thiughts. I just want to escape from here.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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Why did you do group today when your pdoc suggested you didn't do any groups for a few days to settle in @BlueBay? Not having a go at your decision but honestly interested in the why.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Ok maybe I shouldn't have gone. thought it was ok to try it. @Zoe7
no real reason.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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I know you want to attend groups and get as uch out of this stay as you can @BlueBay but following the advice of those supporting you is important too. There may be very good reasons why your pdoc made that suggestion and seeing how it has affected you today he may have had a valid point. Do not do more than you can handle to begin with so you can get some respite as well - that is just as important as learning strategies to deal with these things when they come up. You need to look after yourself with the help of those around you whilst you are in there

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Angels333Senior Contributor

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Hey @BlueBay I'm praying for you. I'm just busy right now I will tag you later, just wanted to check in.

💙💙💙

Love Angels333 xx

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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sitting with you my sister @BlueBay

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Well guys the last 1/2 hour I completely lost it. Went up to my nurse and we went to a closed room. I Sobbed and told her I want to run away from here and slash into something. I'm angry and need to sh.
I've never been this honest to the nurses before. I was scared when she said she has to ring my psych. She gave me a prn med to help calm down.
In bed now Hopefully I can sleep all night otherwise they can give me another prn.

she thanked me for been so honest.

I still need to vent. I need to slash. I want to rip into things.
and I want to run away from here.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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@Shaz51 I need to slash something. I need to find something sharp. I need to get rid of my anger.

These thoughts in my head are telling me

I'm tired

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