not feeling good

All the best today @BlueBay . I hope your hospital stay gives your mind and body a rest. Take good care of yourself. 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

Hello my friends @CheerBear @Maggie @Shaz51 @Molliex @MDT @Owlunar @Gazza75 @Zoe7 @Angels333

and others following

first day here in hospital. It's like home away from home!!
I'm in a shared room but only another lady in with me. Once someone leaves I'll get a private room

the medical officer called to check my physical issues. Checked my blood pressure and heart. He is going to prescribe a painkiller that is a slow release for my hip pain. If continues he'll contact physio dept.

I went to group after lunch but couldn't concentrate and zoned out.
I saw the other psych after tea and he is lovely. He's very understanding and caring. Very much different to my psych. Mine is very much straight down the line and has no bedside manner at all. Where as this guy is softly spoken listens and understands.
he wants me to just take a few days to rest and not go to group. He is giving me another med tomorrow to help with anxiety and racing thoughts. If I feel drowsy I'm to stop. He will see me again on Wednesday. I've heard so much good about this psych. And they're right. Really impressed. He said what I'm going through is very stressful and difficult.
little A called me and she is so funny. She makes me laugh.

@Owlunar yesterday I went clothes shopping. So disappointed. Everything I liked they didn't have my size. And then when I tried something on it looked horrible. Only bought a top. So annoying!!!

Sounds like a good start to your hospital stay @BlueBay .

Sending love and encouragement your way.

Sherry 😀💖

Hey @BlueBay , I am so glad that the psych was good and that they're treating your hip pain. Keep me updated.

Sending happy thoughts your way💙💙💙💙

sending you lots of sisterly hugs @BlueBay

@BlueBay 💙💙💙

Hi @BlueBay ,

It's really nice to hear from you. I am glad you are getting some good care and hope that you get a room to yourself ASAP. It's great that A helps you so much 🙂

Came back from holidays with mum and felt so good, but 10 days back here in real life and SI back, every morning I pray that I won't wake up, but I don't so I stay in my room close my door and shout at the boys to just stop all they ever do is argue call each other names and I try to stop it but my older one cracks it with me and gets angry and says I always stick up for the younger. The older one just doesn't get the Autism that his brother has no matter what groups and sessions thim and his sister went to to try and help them understand cause my eldest also has Autism but totally other end of scale to my youngest. I'm always caught in the middle and after 26years of it, ive had enough and want out of this life, it doesn't matter how hard I try they just say I care more about the other and with my mental health issues I won't win, it's to hard and painful I was hopping this year would be different but who am I Kidding it's never going to change and i'm stuck I can't get a place of my own as my youngest doesn't even do anything with his father and won't even go over his house so I'm stuck no where to go or hide the only option I see is to end it but I can't even get that right