not feeling good

Hi @BlueBay

You can tell a possible future employer you are in hospital but they will ask what for and having BPD is something better kept to yourself - it can skew your job prospects

I know that work-place discrmimation - but it happens - and it's not fair

But it would't be lying if you told them you had depression - you could say that

But there are somethings better kept to yourself - but also they will mostly ask about your health and it would be wise to admit to asthma etc - and yet it is possibly that this could be a probem but less so that BPD

It can be a hard task - looking for work when you have health issues

And what I said about your needing to take your health issues seriously is that you need to take care of your health first - and I think you have worked that bit out by now - I am just explaining my post. Going to hospital is meant to help you recover from what has been a really hard year for you - one thing after another - and you have done well

And caring for ourselves is something we all need to do all day every day - it doesn't matter if we are alone or caring for a family - we put our needs first and this means we are better to care or other people and when we do things for other people out of love rather than out of duty then we do well for everyone - including ourselves

I can't make my point clearly enough - you need to put yourself first and heal yourself the best way you can and only you can do it

Dec

Yeah @Owlunar I would never say I have BPD. No way.
If I have to say something I'll say depression.

Thsnks for explaining. I do get it.
❤️❤️

Idk anymore @MDT

got angry with hubby

Now I'm crazy and want to self harm and more serious stuff

I can't do this anymore

I'm over been like this

Hi @BlueBay

I am very sorry to learn that you are wanting to hurt yourself this evening. I really encourage you to keep safe and use your safety plan. Please reach out for support off the forum if you are needing help to stay safe.

take care

Whitehawk

Hoping to stsy safe @Former-Member

But not sure thst will hsppen

Pressure to do it thiugh

im exhausted

bed

Thanks everyone for support last night

I'm panicking a lot

i feel my body is racing and shaking

I can only deal with one thing

I can't cope with too many things

I need all this to stop

negative thoughts are here right now

so much I could go and do

why

im a child agsin crying for my dad

i want a hug

im numb I miss my routine of life

never thought I'd miss wirk but I do

ive got nothing right now

I can't think

@Owlunar @MDT @Shaz51 @Shaz51 @Maggie @Gazza75 @Former-Member and others

Oh my dear @BlueBay ... I really feel for you. But I have nothing to give right now. All I have is a big warm hug. 💕💕