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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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See you there @BlueBay @Former-Member @Appleblossom 🍟🥨🍰🍦👙🐬

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Yikes @BlueBay ... I gotta learn to watch those waves! Got swamped ... nice and cool now anyway.

Sadly I cannot stay much longer though, nice as it is, and such lovely company @Zoe7 @Appleblossom @Owlunar @Maggie I have a lunch commitment which I need to get ready for.

Going to a hotel some 40 minutes away for lunch with our neighbours today. Happily it overlooks the ocean so @BlueBay I will be keeping an eye out for you and the rest of the crew here.

It will be an interesting drive, because it is one of the seaside villages which were hit by the bushfires we had all around here back in November. I havent driven up there since then, so we will be sad driving through a lot of burnt out bushland to get there today. I'm driving by the way ... so the liquid refreshments I brought along here this morning are of the non-alcoholic version.

I will catch you later hopefully. Enjoy your morning at the beach. Hopefully not too many holiday crowds @BlueBay . Thats the thing with beautiful place nearby the beach ... its no longer your own little slice of heaven once the holidays are upon us. Where we live, its half an hour inland from all that nonsense. But near enough to enjoy if you want to make the effort to get there.

Sherry

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Lemon Lime and Bitters for me and I dont mind a splash or s dip.

@BlueBay @Zoe7 @Maggie @Owlunar

@Former-MemberA quiet drive can be lovely. Heart sore about the blackened bush.

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Enjoy your lunch @Former-Member and I hope the drive is not too sad for you - although seeing the destruction of the environment by bushfire is a very sobering experience - especially when homes and lives have been lost ...very. very sad

Showered now and feel almost human 👍 so will head off myself into the city soon.

Enjoy the beach @BlueBay

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That is my Dad's favourite drink too @Appleblossom

Hopefully will have a splash around myself this afternoon if I take Toby to the beach ...waiting to hear from my sister if she wants to come with her dog too.

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Great morning we all had 🏝 🥤

@Former-Member Hope you had a nice lunch. Although it would be terribly sad driving through bushfire places.
@Zoe7 great you got ready to go out.

my D and A surprised us at the beach. A loved it. Splashing and laughing having a great time.
she ate her sandwich for lunch then they went home. I bought her a swimming pool for Xmas so it's been used tiday.
I'm relaxing niw. Making tuna salad for dinner.im really tired so might have a little snooze.
I had a panic attack before and felt like I was going to faint. Thinking of wirk is stressing me.
hi @Appleblossom @Owlunar @Maggie @Shaz51 @MDT @Molliex and others reading

hey @MDT did your mum like the flowers your dad bought??

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Went out, did the shopping, have unpacked it all, put on some washing, done the washing up and now sitting in front of the tv watching the cricket @BlueBay - so a good day

Lovely of your daughter and A to join you at the beach - kids are so cute to watch splashing around and enjoying themselves

Tuna salad sounds great for dinner - I am having salad as well - possibly with chicken but will see how I feel after I feed the fur babies.

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I'm panicking agsin. Getting upset scared and overwhelmed. About my job. I finish on the 10th.
I'm really scared I won't find a job.
I feel I'm too old. I don't have the confidence to apply. I look at jobs snd think "no don't apply I can't do that job" and then I don't.
im scared things will fall apart with my life.
I'm glad I'm seeing my psychiatrist on the 9th.
@Zoe7 @Appleblossom @Former-Member @Owlunar @Maggie @Shaz51 and others I've forgotten

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Not happy today at work 😢😢

people are starting to find out I'm leaving a d are very upset. One wants to complain to new owners. But I told her there's no point.

ive cried three times already today

one customer told me it won't be the same

this is getting to me so much

I'm going to miss my job the people I wirk with and most of the customers

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Yes of course you will miss your work @BlueBay . And I am very pleased that your customers are letting you know how they feel. Thats really nice of them. I hope it makes you feel valued, because it certainly appears that is the case. By the customers who count, if not by the new owners .. who incidentally ... wouldnt have a clue.

Im sorry you are finding the situation so upsetting. It is a very difficult time for you over the coming 2 weeks.

Thinking of you and sending you the courage and self esteem you need in order to complete these 2 weeks to the best of your ability .. which I know is very high. Hang in there BB, and believe in yourself.

@Zoe7 @Appleblossom @Owlunar @Maggie @outlander

Sherry 💕

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