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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

Thanks @Maggie xx

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OwlunarSenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

Hi @BlueBay

It's normal to be really tired after a series of events like those you have had recently with your MIL being in a coma for so long then dying - and all the other things happening

Just take the rest you need - the less you fight the way you are feeling the quicker you will recover - just keep telling yourself that's the way it is and get all the rest you need

It sounds as if you had a great day with D and A and yes - the inner city is crowded and right now - crowds abound - when I went to the supermarket on Friday it was bedlam - not only busy but chaotic

And this is called the Silly Season for a reason - people are silly

Dec

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

I'm not taking my meds

I know it's wrong

@Owlunar @Maggie @Shaz51 @Molliex @MDT @Former-Member

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Re: not feeling good

Hi @BlueBay,

It sounds like you're going through a tough time today. I'm worried about you not taking your meds. I'm not sure of the whole story for you or what's behind not taking your meds, but it sounds like you know this could be risky or have a negative impact on you.

Please check in with a GP or psychiatrist about your medication and consider keeping up your usual meds until you can see them. Again I don't know the full story, but going off meds cold turkey can be really risky.

Take good care of yourself today,

Tortoiseshell

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

why are you not taking your meds my sister @BlueBay

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

Hi @Former-Member

@Shaz51

I just want to be alone

not a good day

have got sciatica psin never had before

it's my way of self harming

I really don't care

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

sitting with you @BlueBay

take your meds , have something to eat and drink , a big breath

have a chat to sane too xx

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MDTSenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

Hey @BlueBay
Please don't be hasty with that sort of thinking my awesome friend.

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Unknown userMember

Re: not feeling good

Sitting with you Bluebay. What are some of the thing you do to soothe yourself so you are less likely to self-harm?

Tortoiseshell

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

Hi @Former-Member

after calling my doctor I went fir a short walk. Didn't make me feel better.
not taking my meds is something I've done before. Call me stupid silly whatever you like. I do it becayse it's a cry out for help. I know it's wrong and I'm bad for doing it.
I wish I could scream

i can't get a break

I don't know what I want

I'm sorry I just want to run away from life

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