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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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@BlueBay

hello and hugs @Owlunar , @Former-Member , @Maggie xxx

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@Owlunar @BlueBay @Shaz51 @Former-Member ❤️❤️💜💜💖💖🌻🌻

One day at a time @BlueBay, I really think the walking group will be of great help to you providing the people are caring and. Supportive.

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Hi my friends

@Gazza75 @Shaz51 @Owlunar @Former-Member @Maggie @MDT

I've got a terrible pounding headache. I had a very strange night lots of snake dreams. Horrible.
I feel excited to go away. I'm going to pack soon. And do our check in tickets.
im going to bring a book and try to concentrate enough to read. Lots of walking and sitting around the pool and beach.
Part of me still feels I need hospital fir a break. I know I'm going away and that is a break. I think I'll see how I feel while away and when I come back.
god I wish my headache would go. I just hope it's not my blood pressure.

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That all sounds lovely, and very relaxing @BlueBay . Yes, this is a break that you very much need. Go and enjoy it all, try to leave all your concerns at home. Talk later, gotta go now, apt for hubby to get to soon.

Sherry 😀

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Sitting around the pool and beach sounds ideal @BlueBay

It will be an opportunity to tune out from the problems of everyday life.

Thats what we need when we deal with MH. I do hope you find time to relax and chill out.

I am doing similar atm. I just got up. Heading to gym this morning but I'm just drinking my tea on the balcony. Next doors kid has a toy speedboat he is playing with lol..
Life has simple beauty

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Just pulled a muscle in my back. I feel like a wreck. I called into my dictir. I've got high blood pressure. He told me thst my body is telling me to stop. It's breaking point.

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I agree with your doctor @BlueBay

You are at breaking point but what is he going to do about it? What are you going to do about it? What can be done about it?

You are going away tomorrow and getting away from a lot of your problems but then - there's Huffnpuff.

You have been doing a fantastic job at getting on with things for months now - much more than I could have done under your circumstances.

So - pack your stuff and get your stuff ready and be ready yourself to leave tomorrow - let Huffnpuff get his own stuff ready - be ready to leave either this afternoon or in the morning and when the time comes go

That's all I can suggest right now - you are the only person who can really help you right now and I really do wish you the best

Let's hope this holiday does the trick and does a lot to repair you

Sending hugs

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I agree that life has simple beauty @MDT - and most of it is free

I love the sky and could look at it all the time - I look at it most of the time - day and night. I watch the constellations move across the sky in a regular pattern and the planets in their own dance - they haven't been around much lately but they will all be present in the night sky again soon

And I love the changing seasons. I enjoy my memories. The best things don't need other people though I love sharing them when I have the chance.

I just got up late and I'm having my first cup of coffee - really pleasant

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Beauty of the simple and the romance of the complex @Owlunar

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The romance of the complex @MDT

Yes - I like that - I am a very complicated person - it's amazing how much we can see if we take the time to really be intense about looking

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