not feeling good

@Former-Member:)

thank you @Gazza75 @Former-Member ❤️🙏

I am unable to find words at the moment

I just need a break from life

holiday is Sunday. Can't wait

I am glad you are looking forward to your holiday @BlueBay 🙂

Wish I could take a break from things, but, I've managed to wittle away pretty much all my leave over the last year. I used to get 'mid service' leave, sadly I'm no longer eligible for it. Trying to hold out the next few months and see what I can manage from there. Part of me doesn't want to do Xmas at all this year, but, I can sure do with the down time.

am glad you are looking forward to your holiday my sister @BlueBay xx

we are going for a weekend away in November , I booked it

sending you lots of hugs @Former-Member xxxx

@BlueBay, my sister are you ok xx

I'm here @Shaz51

@I just want to go away

I wznt yo never come back

im nit goid

I think I'll go awsy from here tonight

I'm dissociating I'm nit with it

I'm sorry I just need to go

ohhh my darling sister @BlueBay , sitting with you giving you a big hug

have you rang your doctor xx

have you taken your meds , water and have you eaten

love you lots xx

hi @BlueBay

I am sorry to hear that you are not feeling at all well this eveing. Please keep yourself safe when you leave the forum and reach out for support when you need it. I am sure all on the forum wish you a safe and sound night.

regards

Whitehawk

Please keep yourself safe when you leave the forum and reach out for support when you need it. I am sure all on the forum wish you a safe and sound night.--- ohh yes my @BlueBay xxxx

@Former-Member, @Gazza75 , @Former-Member , @Owlunar , @Faith-and-Hope , @Razzle

You don't sound at all well @BlueBay

What has happened or what is going on that is making things so bad for you atm?

You have had a lot on your plate lately - I remember you were supposed to have breaks in hospital by this time and you have chosen not to although things have been very tough.

That's okay - that's what you chose to do and there is nothing wrong with that. What I am thinking of though is how tired you must be - things are so stressful for you.

But there is only one thing you absolutely have to do right now and that's breathe - so please breathe. Let the rest of the household run itself. There are 4 adults there to do that - go and stay alone if that's what you want to do

Otherwise I really think it's time to ring Life Line or get onto the CAT - I can tell you reallty need the forum help but we can only do so much when you are feeling so bad

Dec