not feeling good

I’m so over my d. I don’t normly talk bad about my d but I’ve had enough.

I asked her this morning if she could sweep the floor. I just came home snd asked her if she swept. Her reply no.

She has shit everywhere. Clothes everywhere. Is it that hard to clean up. Clean the bathroom. Clean the kitchen. Sweep the floor. His hard is it.

I hope they move out soon.

I just want my house back nice snd clean.

@Owlunar I’m so absorbed with my eating disorder that I’m trying to not think about MIL. I can’t even get my eating right. I’m walking daily for the past month and there’s no show for it.

Thsnks everyone for your support.

I feel like I’ll never get some peace.

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@Gazza75 and others I’ve forgotten.

@BlueBay hope you feel better soon.

spending time with son 13 sounds a nice way to spend the day @saturnzoon

how are you feeling now my darling xx

ohhhh my sister @BlueBay sending you hugs

big breath xx

soo important having a home than a house xxx

I’m walking daily for the past month and there’s no show for it.--- @BlueBay , it takes time my darling , keep going , you can do this xx

I'm in the same boat @Shaz51 @BlueBay .. The main thing is to stick at it and stay positive. I know when I don't do exercise it catches up with me and I lose energy.

I need help suggestions Please my 2 boys are fighting again and yelling at each other then I'm yelling at them and there ignoring me, so I took some meds to block them out, I'm crying St is ready bad, I can feel a panick attacks coming, I'm so angry inside I don't know how to release it apart from the tablets

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@saturnzoon, I think you need to get someone in to help you talk to your eldest. He should have more respect for you and his brother. I know you find it diffucult to do so maybe someone can assist and get the point through to him. I You need to draw a line in the sand. I realise some of it might be the youngest son as well, but, they both need to know its not acceptable and what it's doing to you. Its not fair on you. He needs to understand that if it continues to happen then there will be consequences.

I would put some headphones on and try to relax and calm yourself.

@saturnzoon your 26 year old needs to move out. He is too disruptive living in the house with the 13 year old imho. He appears to cause chaos for you and when you need him like the other day when you fell over he just left you and your 13 year old son. I think getting him to move out will solve alot of probems for you. It will be hard but it will do him good in the end as well. He has outgrown the nest.

I would put some headphones on and try to relax and calm yourself.-- me too @saturnzoon

what music do you like xx

Mr shaz has his music up reaaallyyy loud at the moment @Gazza75

@saturnzoon sorry you are not feeling well. Not much to suggest sorry darling.