Winter solstice

Hello wonderful people,

How are you?

@Dimity @Appleblossom @NatureLover 🫶

Hello @AuntGlow nice to see you.

I'm OK thanks. I booked then cancelled surgery. And I've started EMDR.

The juggernaut of family dysfunction lurches on. I'm holed up in isolation trying to make the best of my own space. Still stressed to the nines. Still looking for glimmers. My goal is to be on track by midyear, with some sort of goal.

A family member and I badly upset each other today. Misinterpretation.

Ohh hugs 🫂 @Dimity

Awww @Dimity . So sorry to hear this. I hope you can look after yourself tonight. It sounds like it's been really rough.

Thanks @Shaz51 .

I hope things have been going better for you.

Thanks @tyme . Yes it was rough. Rough for my family member too, I hadn't realised where they were coming from, which was great vulnerability. But I find their anger scary.

Had a better sleep last night @Dimity which was nice

But today has not been good

And could not do the coffee and chat threads today

Also found a dead rat downstairs so I washed everything and Mr shaz blocked up the hole under the wall

Hope you are OK xx

Hello @tyme , @AuntGlow

Very sorry to hear you were on the receiving end of your family member's anger, @Dimity 😥

Hope you are coping ❤️

I hope today's better for you @Shaz51 . I've noticed holes alongside and probably under the concrete driveway. And I sometimes hear something in the ceiling.

@NatureLover thanks. No I don't cope well. It really worries me, I sort of freeze for hours afterwards.

The lawn mowing chap will come today if the rain holds off.