BODCasual Contributor
What stops you?
To those of you that have suicidal thoughts - what stops you following through with it? Feel like I'm fighting a losing battle....over it.
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What stops you?
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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Hello @Former-Member, my friend , sending you some hugs
Hello @BlueBay, @BOD,
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member ..... ❤️💗💜💙💚💛💕❣
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
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Hey @Shaz51
How are you and your husband? Hope you have been well.
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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Hello @BlueBay xoxo
I am slowly getting over a kidney infection
and hubby is getting soo tired , he does one job and then have to have a sleep
How are you going with your project Knitting going darling xx
i can not knit , grandma tried to show all her grand daughters -- she would not teach me anymore 
But she showed me how to do cooking and sewing xx
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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You're a gem @Shaz51 💕
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utopiaSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member. Thinking of you. Hold on. This will pass. ♥♥
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Unknown userMember
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@Appleblossom. Hi I'm sorry your neck is exacerbating things for you lately. Those stresses of boundaries are huge. I am so fearful of the ones I need to put in place. I guess they are having a huge impact because I face it everyday now. This is very much about my DPD stuff, all the stuff that flies under the radar on here but is creeping up on me. I'm so sorry you've needed to call the CAT team too. Things must be escalating for you too. I actually got told off for not calling them on Friday, first time for everything.
@BlueBay. Thanks I know you've been doing it tough too. thanks for your support.
I saw my therapist today. It wasn't anything that went bad but when I asked her what direction we are going in she replied that I only have one objective which is to stay safe. It's devastating to think your only goal in life is to stay safe when that's what you least want.
Thank you for responding. I wasn't expecting anyone to respond and I was loathed to post but was feeling really low. I am finding it incredibly hard to admit that after 6months of therapy I am still struggling immensely and feeling like a failure. Thanks again.
@BlueBay. Thanks I know you've been doing it tough too. thanks for your support.
I saw my therapist today. It wasn't anything that went bad but when I asked her what direction we are going in she replied that I only have one objective which is to stay safe. It's devastating to think your only goal in life is to stay safe when that's what you least want.
Thank you for responding. I wasn't expecting anyone to respond and I was loathed to post but was feeling really low. I am finding it incredibly hard to admit that after 6months of therapy I am still struggling immensely and feeling like a failure. Thanks again.
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
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Hi @Shaz51
I hope you get better real soon. Kidney infections are not good. It must be hard for your hubby too.
I finished off the baby beanie and just finished the booties. Have a look at the pictures i put up in my post (I'm back). Im starting the baby jacket tomorrow. I am only a very basic knitter. I wish my grandma showed me things, but unfortunately i was not close to either of grandmas. And my mum - well lets just say she didn't show me anything.
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Unknown userMember
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Hugs @Former-Member
Thank you @Shaz51 hope you continue to recover
Lj
Thank you @Shaz51 hope you continue to recover
Lj
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member
I think you will have come further than you realise, but you still have turbulence to fly through for a bit .... there will be others who have done this, who will tell you to just keep going .... you will get through it .... just keep getting up again and again .... the falling down is not failure ... it's part of perseverance and recovery ....
Two steps forward, one step back is still a forward motion. More of the pieces will come back together, and it will all stabilise. I'm guessin' your therapist has said that too ....
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