Gillie1Senior Contributor
How fuxxin stupid am I
I thought they had done everything possible to destroy my world. I should have bloody known better.
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How fuxxin stupid am I
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
Re: How fuxxin stupid am I
they?? ... @Gillie1
Sounds like when the dagger couldn't go any deeper you find out it can. And they twist the steel just for good measure...
Wanna talk about it?
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Gillie1Senior Contributor
TW suicide self harmRe: How fuxxin stupid am I
No just should have known better. My house is covered in shards of anything breakable. I'll have to clean it up at some point. Or use them. Haven't decided which yet. The yellow mustard is quite decorative on the wall.
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
Re: TW suicide self harmRe: How fuxxin stupid am I
Gosh... what has gone on there, @Gillie1 ??
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RiverSealModerator
Re: TW suicide self harmRe: How fuxxin stupid am I
Hi @Gillie1
Thank you for reaching out here on the Forums!
I sent you an email to check in with you when you get a chance to read it, please. Just around your safety at the moment.
RiverSeal
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Gillie1Senior Contributor
Re: TW suicide self harmRe: How fuxxin stupid am I
My support worker is here now. I don't think she knows what the fuck to do but she's here
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
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Gillie1Senior Contributor
Re: How fuxxin stupid am I
@Kyle1 @RiverSeal The broken bits were me being angry. I didn't hurt myself and told my support worker to stay away before but I'm going to have to buy some new crokery. I ended up having a cold shower in my clothes. My support worker was great and got in contact with me after and helped me tidy away the dangerous bits. I'm tired of internalizing my feelings and needed to get them out.But I'm pretty cold in my soggy clothes now so might have a warm shower and warmer clothes and try and eat something.
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RiverSealModerator
Re: How fuxxin stupid am I
@Gillie1 It's good that your support worker was able to help you with some of the tidying up. Having a cold shower was a good idea as is getting out of the wet clothes and having something to eat. Thanks for the update
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
Re: How fuxxin stupid am I
@Gillie1 you had a support worker, that's great.
But what triggered the breaking of crockery? ... doesn't sound like you went to a Greek wedding today. And yesterday left you in a good place, I thought..
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Gillie1Senior Contributor
Re: How fuxxin stupid am I
Stuff has been happening for me for thr last 9 months. I think this situation was from something done earlier but I just had it confirmed for me then. It's something I don't know how I will cope with the impact from. It's like my last rug was just pulled out from under me. That's what I felt last time too but I was mistaken. There was another rug. I'm not really sure what is next.
