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Were you in danger at @StanD I hope you are ok .you are never alone. There are ugly things , people and selfish horrible and dangerous people but there are mountains and armies as well of love and support..I'm really proud you felt supported..also hoping you are ok. I have had fears of people invading my space and it is so frustrating , scary and toxic and awful. So I don't need to know details but the feeling I feel loud and clear and can even almost taste. We deserve to feel safe, to have space to move and be....

Hi stan D @StanD Jeepers mate, I'm so sorry the eyes of the crow are upon you, because you do also walk the streets with angles and feel the aura, i see it in you. I won't say, just don't listen to the voices, We both know better. Not my style

I'm a big coat under a big hat. Under that coat a trillion tales like a swarm of bees. . .

Let me show you.

A friend and me having a coffee, out the back beer garden at the local. We come back from the loo, and we both have a half smoked ciggy floating in our coffees.

He throws his out, and cusses and curses the whole world. Me . . . I slowly sip and savour, and pocket the soggy half smoked durry, I'll nuke it smoke it, and be grateful for it later.

It depends on whether you spent your life on sealed roads or dirt tracks.

Adversity is something I welcome to my door. . It gives me a chance to show the folk that bring it to my door that I'll break them before they'll ever break me.

Watch that movie . . . Fury, . . handful of brothers, an old war 2 tank. Impossible odds.

Michael Pena , Brad Pitt . . .

Total Warfare . . . . Best job I ever had. . .! ! ! tonys moon base 1

Love to you and all. @StanD @Former-Member @LeChuck @hanami

Thankyou for feeling me @EternalFlower it really does mean lots to know I have support. I don't want to be a soldier, if that is what @tonys is suggesting. I want to feel safe. I want my life to be easy. I want to be rid of toxicity, inner & outer. It all kinda sux. I guess my war & maybe yours too is one of believing, knowing I am worth so much more than I have. I hear that too, in your struggles with systems. I have never advocated so much for myself in my entire life.

Ultimately, I'm disappointed - I guess if I look what I've accomplished, I have made significant progress. Really great progress. It's not been the awful system, its been me, only me.

And here I sit alone on my island, while the people so far away write me letters of hope, that no man is an island. Seriously, what would they know?

I don't want war. I want the soft summer breeze. I want clarity. I want support. I want a sure thing or no thing.

Maybe the messages I got from you all weren't what I wanted. I got a reply. Now I gotta work out what replies were the best for me.

I walk with angels. I have and see the colours that surround Us. I like Brad Pitt. I don't like Fury.

I see unexpected sunshine everyday.

It is way bigger than any loss I feel. Awe beats loss. No question. 🌈

Now watch me as I find another pearl.

Oh, yeh WTF voices!!

@StanD

You seemed to be in panic mode for a little while, so just chiming in with support. It is so hard to really know what messages of support will really resonate, so people ...have a go.... and sometimes its wow ... out of the blue ... and a great fit, some backfire, but if intention to support is there it is often obvious, even if we have to sift through it all and work out what is best. Thats the game of life after all ... and just ditching the rest. Its not always a given that we can tell that though .... so good luck to you on your journey.

YES YES YES, to what you said: 'believing, knowing I am worth so much more'.

Love this that you wrote ...'I want the soft summer breeze. I want clarity. I want support.' and other things.

One of my sign offs . .. is

Gently Bently ...

I learned it from a babysitter yonks ago ...

Apple

intention to support is there it is often obvious

& We can't always tell.

Thankyou miss appleblossom. I noticed you supported one of my posts previously. I was gathering.

Thankyou,

& Welcome.

I think the rest of the crew are still sailing to find the lost treasure.

Me, I washed up on this island... For now?

I am most definately worthy of much much more.

Hey @StanD ,

I hope you are okay. You sound like you are in a lot of distress at the moment and fearing he will come back?

Sitting with you.

tyme

hello Tyme, @tyme

I like to read your support. You have helped me.

When I read the words - sitting with you - it instantly made me feel better.

Then I thought, is this person really sitting with me? You have so many people to sit with. Is it a good thing peer workers are trained to say?

I believe you - I believe me that I feel your care.

Hey @StanD ,

No, this is not what we are trained to say.

My interpretation of 'sitting with you' is:

- you are not alone

- I've been down a similar path and can relate

- I care

I may not be able to physically wish the hurt and pain away, but I can be an ear for everyone on the forums.

This is what I've chosen to do in my life. I've had many other careers, but I've chosen peer work because I know my peers need the hope that I can share.

hugs

@StanD Hi stan. There are chemist shops on every cnr. They all sell nice sweet medicine, so I don't bother, unless Its some lass in peril and no one else is around in the early hours. I'm just not any good at It. I cant bring you happiness. you gotta Stare hard into the eyes in the mirror and fight like hell for it, every day yourself. I saw your post and tagged as many as i could so they could take over. The only medicine I've got is the stuff I grew up on, and the street and the dog will always be in me. Everyone has brought nice biscuits and all I brought is raw meat. But one day you may see a little truth in it.

Many perished. I thrived. I shared with you, that when I had no one, I went to war with life and carved out something. Plenty in this town have plenty too say about me. but no one says it to my face anymore. I fought on my own for every inch and took back control of my domain.

I only take time out to tell you this because I do care Stan, but Its for you to shop for, and tell yourself, what you want to hear. I'll just give you the hard truths and tough medicine from a world that is not always fair, the world as I know It

I do wish you peace. tonys mb 1

Thanks @Appleblossom and I hope you are well.

@StanD We all want a summer breeze, Some days it rains. Some days It storms. Their is no such thing as an easy life. there is just life. Tomorrows another day, take care stan