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I decided to start a new thread, my new chapter in my life is going to focus on healing my traumas, building resilience and self-worth and taking the steps of achieving mood stability. I am praying this year will be better than the last. Last year the SI got really intense, was so close to losing hope and I felt like my heart was breaking into a million pieces like shattered glass. It all still feels overwhelming, I have a long way to go on my healing journey, but I think I'm starting to feel a bit more hopeful about the future.
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
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@creative_writer
anger, if it turns bitter, can be like a snake biting it's tail...
And sometimes it feels like our only form of expression, none the less. 😔
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@Kyle1, I feel like when anger grows to bitterness, it’s like sipping poison. I feel like sometimes anger feels like a more acceptable form of expression.
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amber22Senior Contributor
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Hey there @creative_writer
Checking in and saying that I'm sitting with you, I've just read your posts 💓
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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I feel flat and anxious. When will this grief subside?
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amber22Senior Contributor
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Good morning @creative_writer
Sitting with you and hoping that today is better than last night for you 💕
Here to chat if you needed
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@amber22, I don’t know why I’m so upset 😭. I had a few days where my mood was still low but more manageable, don’t know what happened
💕
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amber22Senior Contributor
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Aww I am sorry to hear that you're feeling upset today. Take today one step at a time and it's okay if today has to be a bit of a write off.
Are you getting up to much today? @creative_writer
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@amber22, I’m a plant in human form, it feels too dark for me today. I’m so sleepy and flat out depressed.
I have a social thing later today. I am kind of dreading it now, don’t know why I agreed but it’s too late to opt out now.
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amber22Senior Contributor
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I feel you on feeling like a plant sometimes! It's also very rainy and dark where I am, but sometimes it's nice to relax during this weather if you can, or pop on a movie/ tv show.
Aw, maybe getting out and socialising will help you feel a bit better. Is it later on today? @creative_writer
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@amber22, it is perfect weather to cozy up at home. I wish I could prepare for uni tom but I’m unmotivated to get up. I just want to disappear, even though I know that’s not an option.
Maybe it’ll help to socialise for dinner, I don’t know. I hate ending up in social situations but feeling so disconnected. I hope I don’t end really exhausted since I have uni tom too.
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