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Severe depression

Severe depression

Hello, I'm new and I'm not in a good way. I have had a life of abuse and neglect and I'm now 50. I have had enough of medication and the fat pharma lies. I have no interest in life and the only 1 person that keeps me going is my beautiful daughter. Living is a misery and all joy has gone. I can't eat have no energy but somehow force myself to keep going otherwise I will be put on a mental health order and last time had 26 ECT which has left terrible side effects, 4 months in the psych ward and significant weight gain from the drugs i was made to take. I have no friends and no support but I am getting a mental health care plan in the morning and I'm determined to get right. Does anybody else feel this way?@

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Hi @Lioness72 ,

Welcome to the forums!

I hope you find connection with others who have had similar experiences.

You are not alone.

tyme

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Thank you for your welcome. I hope to connect with others

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I'll tag in some of our community guides who may want to share their own experiences or who want to come and say hello 🙂 @Lioness72

@Shaz51 @maddison @BPDSurvivor @ShiningStar @Zoe7 @Eve7

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Hello and welcome @Lioness72

Have you any furbabies xxx

What things to you like doing , hobby wise xx

@tyme

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Re: Severe depression

Hi @Lioness72 welcome to the forums. As @tyme said, you are not alone. Finding support & connecting with others can be really difficult. Well done reaching out here & with going to get your mental health plan. I think it shows you are determined! I'm glad you have a beautiful daughter to keep you going. We need things in our life that remind is what is valuable.

Keep going👍 There are many lovely members here to chat with. It has helped me to know I'm not so alone.💜

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Thank you so much for replying. This is the very first time I have ever joined anything online. It's nice to know there are people who really do care @maddison

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Re: Severe depression

Hi @Lioness72 and welcome to the forums.

I think I can relate to you in that I was recently hospitalised on a mental health order and I have had ECT for depression.

I’m sorry you are feeling so low right now and I hope you meet people here that understand what it’s like to be depressed.

I’ve just returned from my work Christmas “do” and won’t be up much longer.

Take care and once again, WELCOME!

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Thank you for replying. Today I am really working on my mindset. I have had one of the worst years of my life. I am getting a mental health plan today and going to start therapy on Monday. I am going to start looking at the good things. You must be doing well to be able to go out. @Eve7

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All the best with therapy @Lioness72 .

You are right. Mindset is integral to recovery. I hope you can continue connecting with us here so that you perhaps feel less alone in your journey?

Looking forward to hearing how you go.

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I have 4 shelter cats and my daughters rescue dog. They are beautiful but all I can do at the moment is feed them and make sure that they are safe and looked after.I love exercise, gardening and music but have lost all joy at the moment. It's such a struggle to not cry all the time. I just tested positive to covid for the 2nd time this year as well. I can't give in to the way I'm feeling. All I want is to feel happy and I wonder if it will happen. Thank you for reaching out.I am all alone @tyme @Shaz51 @Eve7 @maddison

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